The Neglected Wife-

Naging tanga. Naging desperada. Naging martir. Naging ganyan ako mula nang mahalin ko si Ethan Montalban at mas lalong tumindi nang naging asawa ko sya. I thought I will be happy when I become his wife but not....he didn't give me happiness, he just gave me pain. He constantly neglecting me and making myself believed that everything is all my fault. That I am the one to blame. He made me who I am today. A woman with low self- esteem. This is not me! Ever since, I walked the path of life with confidence. People always admired me for having sunny personality and gracious appeal. I easily got everyone affection. But why not my husband affection? I even asked myself of what's wrong with me? Saan ako nagkulang? Kasi ginawa ko naman halos lahat para maging karapat dapat sa pagmamahal nya. Pero hindi man lamang nya ako tinapunan ng kahit palapyaw na pagtingin. Akala ko ganito nalang ako habang buhay. Akala ko maging tanga nalang ako para sa kanya habang buhay. Pero sadyang mahal ako ng panginoon. God has different way to open my eyes from this stupid life that I have now with my husband. Painful? Yes it is. Napakasakit! The pang of pain is always driving me insane. Then I realized that the problem is not with me. The problem with is my damn f*****g cheater husband. Oo! Nagtaksil sa akin ang asawa ko. He was having an intimate relationship with his so called friend FIONA. Fuck of them! He is already married with me and that b***h already knew that he is married. Makasalanan nilalang! Nandito pa nga sa lupa ang mga katawang lupa nila pero nasusunog na ang mga kaluluwa nila sa impyerno. I think I could thank Satan if he let me see their fried f*****g soul there in hell. Napailing akong napangiti na parang baliw. I can't believe that I willing to sacrifice everything for Ethan. Mas pinili ko pa syang makasama kaysa mamala at papalo ko. Oo! Pinili kong manatili. Pinili ko syang makasama. Hindi ako sumama sa mga taong tunay na nagmamahal sa akin na pumunta sa California. Asawa ko na sya at hindi ko kayang humiwalay sa asawa ko. But what I got from him in return? A tainted heart and broken soul. Napatingin ako sa wedding ring namin na suot- suot ko. I don't know why I hated this ring damn much now. I am Alisson Vermudez- Montalban. I am a NEGLECTED WIFE! And let me tell you my story!