Sacred Love // 34 2/2
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SACRED LOVE : 34 2/2
“You!?”
Ferno’s body froze as his eyes blinked slowly while the cold breeze blew passin by.
“Ferno?”
his hand clutching the menu he held as his eyes blinked down the tears that were still forming with no pause.
“What are you doing here?”
Bai said as his eyebrows narrowed in confusion until an arm wrapped around Ferno’s shoulder.
“Aye, thanks man.”
he mumbled as Ferno snapped out of his own thoughts before looking at Lin.
a deep breath in panic, “ i-i need to go-”
as he walked away, Lin got cut off
by watching Bai try to speak out while Ferno ran from there.
Bai’s eyes moved to the bartender.
“What would you like to take, sir?”
A sigh left Bai’s lips as he repeated his order.
His head hung low against the counter as the bartender requested Bai to wait patiently.
“Please explore the club if you would like to while we prepare your order”
He ignored the request as his eyes closed.
His body relaxed on the chair that wasn't comfortable enough to take rest on but,
Bai's Mind has been recently filling up with the thoughts that were latching onto him like a gum.
His eyes filled with tears as they would every night he spends.
His body aching for her comfort but he knows that nothing can change what’s been done.
Someone said,
When something is gone, now,
realise it already has gone far from when it's gone.
But It has never come to be gone.
To be over.
Kira, her name tattooed on his wrist,
was scratching his heart as days passed by.
It started bleeding, started to hurt but it became a habit.
Habit of remembering all the aches he felt to feel its pain freshening.
The wound has been done once, but it gives the pain that could linger longer.
As whatever has been said, repeated with no help. His eyes closed,
his body relaxing as he poke onto the wound he got long ago,
only to feel it all along again.
A gentle chuckle leaving his lips before he glanced aside,
his eyes freezing.
The sight of the beach was freeing him like ice.
Tears formed in his eyes as the events that took place came back to his mind.
/Weeks ago/
Far away from the people around, there she is.
Her feet running away from the tides then stepping forward.
Laughing out with a soft childish voice she covered her mouth in embarrassment.
"Ah seriously I'm so done with myself"
she said as a small smile appeared upon his lips.
"I'm not yet"
she looked at him instantly before smiling looking away.
"C'mon... You're always like this, can't we talk about something normal-"
a big sigh left Bai's lips as he walked towards her.
"Are we normal?"
His eyes piercing through hers as she bit her lip looking away.
"Bai... I mean-"
his lips met hers all of a sudden which made Kira's heart beat raise.
"Mm-B-bai-"
his lips were smashing back again as she tried to pull away.
His hands grabbed her waist tight as she felt her feet in the air.
Deepening the kiss, tears falling down from his closed eyes.
Her eyes opened as she frowned, feeling his grip tightening.
As their breath was getting heavy, she felt the need to breathe but he didn't budge.
His kiss held a lot she couldn't understand but the urge to breathe increased within the deep kiss gotten her dozing off.
His body trembled as his arms tightened.
A stream of tears ran down his cheeks
as She pushed him with all the strength she had in herself.
"What the h-hell! Why'd you kiss me!?"
She said out of breath as he just stared at her dead cold.
A small chuckle left his lips before her eyes widened in realization.
"What kind of question is that, Kira?"
His eyes were filled with tears and the redness in his eyes hadn't gone unnoticed.
His nerves popped out of his skin as he held her arms pulling her closer.
Her body was slammed against his as she looked up at him with concern.
"I didn't mean it-"
"what you don't mean?"
Tears burst through his eyes as she bit her lip.
"Xi bai stop-"
"I'm a fool, ain't I?"
He chuckled before his hand let the paper go making it fall on the beach sand.
Her eyes landed on the paper.
Noticing her diary print at the corner of the page, she looked back at him.
"B-bai i-i can-"
"Please...don't talk"
her eyes looked into his as the strong wind brushed over them.
A sad smile upon his lips as he pulled her closer.
"Kira, it's okay. It's it’s perfectly fine"
he said as he loosened his grip upon her.
"I love you. You love him. It's perfectly fine.."
her eyes filled with tears as she tried her best to not burst out.
"B-bai that's not-"
"it's just I've never thought you would take advantage of my love."
His body was shivering as he felt the same butterflies in his stomach he felt three years ago.
The feeling of wanting to hold her so tight,
hold her so tight that she never finds comfort anywhere but within his warmth.
"M-maybe months but years!?"
He said as she shook her head crying out.
"Why!?"
His hands shook her as she fell on her knees.
He looked up as he tried to control his tears.
"I've loved you , Kira.
I f*****g didn't give up on you!"
He kicked the sand walking away.
"Bai! Please listen to me please!"
She sat there crying before he walked closer again.
His hand taking hers as
he took off the ring that was on her finger.
Her eyes filled with more tears as he took off his own.
"Once you told me." He said, chuckling as he looked at the beach.
"When you feel everything is over,
we don't need it anymore."
He said as his fingers held the fingers tight in his grip.
"You remember?"
His finger showed their rings as she covered her face crying.
"As you know, This is a promise ring, Kira."
He said as he walked away from her towards the beach.
"We gave each other a promise ring because you said if anyone breaks the promise..."
His eyes were burning with pain and tears as he tried his best to sound Serious.
"they have to lose theirs" he said as he chuckled.
"But Kira had no promises held! All the promises you made were for someone else ,not me!"
He paused as he showed the rings.
His voice was rising not because of the anger in him
but the pain that was wanting to burst out of his chest.
"Then why these!? Why!!"
His voice raised Before he stood up,
throwing them far enough to reach the middle of the sea
that was strongly heaving due to the change in the weather.
"Bai!"
She stood up as she tried to reach the waves that are strongly heaving.
Pushing her away from the beach ,
he made her stand there.
"Don't. Just don't. Not anymore."
He paused as his breath getting heave.
"I've had enough"
his eyes opened but not with tears anymore.
His stern expression was making her shiver under the cold moonlight.
Her hair ruffled around as he pushed his hair locks away from his face.
"15 December, the date before you move to Paris for a shoot,”
every word was as heavy as his heart sinking deep down heavily
with every single word that was escaping his lips.
“The day when you wanted this”
he bit his lip before walking backwards.
"I couldn't wait anymore," he said as he walked more backwards.
"Kira, it's over" he said as she stared at him with tears in her eyes.
"Between us,"
"about us."
"Everything."
Saying out the painful words He nodded in agreement as she burst into tears.
"Don't ever show your face to me , again"
he turned away as his eyes filled with tears.
“And same goes with me”
His both hands covered his face as he walked away feeling his heart sinking in and drowning in such pain he never felt.
I loved you Kira... I loved you so much
It Hurts!
/present/
my breath was heavy as i felt my heart almost stopping to take beats.
“you don't have to run for someone when when…. You have me, you know?”
A chuckle leaving my lips as my head hung low.
A small smile as tears streamed down my cheeks feeling her laugh echoing in my head.
“You Liar.”
. . . . . . . . .
The voices of the young people who were walking through the club’s entrance echoed aloud while his feet didn't pause for a second.
The tears streamed down his cheeks as soon as his steps took a turn.
The dark alley welcomed him as his knees touched the surface of the road.
“Why?”
his eyes were wide as he froze there on his knees while the memories came back to his mind.
You always will be by my side,
and I'll make sure of it.
Okay?
His eyes clutched tight as his back bent,
ears pressed tight close while his words echoed aloud.
“Why are you not leaving me alone!? WHY!?”
A sob leaving his lips as he screamed out in anger.
“I don't love you!”
he screamed as he cried out loud.
With An ache that couldn't be healed,
With An hatreness that had the love hidden at the bottom of it.
Are they meant to be one or not?
- Writer
