My Unique Love

Sacred Love // 42 1/2

SACRED LOVE : 42 1/2 

Three days passed, Ferno took a flight to seoul with no hesitation after he saw his face which he promised to never. The thought of Bai moving to France had haunted him 72/7. Taking a flight to just run away from him is not also his reason. The desire and want to see how his mom is doing and how her health has been recovering was latching onto him every second he lived. As his hand was pushed into his pocket within his fingers adjusting the cap he wore, a bag in his hand as his eyes glanced up through the shadow of the cap he wore. Noticing a nurse laughing at the door he was aiming to get in, he sighed walking forward. As he reached the nurse, her back bumped against his chest while she laughed more hard before she flinched, turning around only to notice him in an instant. “F-ferno!” her mouth was closed in no seconds by his mouth as her eyes met his. Blinking, she clutched her gown before he backed away hesitantly. “Sorry” he said as she bit her lip looking away. “Y-yeah, I-it’s fine” She spoke, lowering her voice. As she took his wrist into a firm grip, she led him to follow her behind while she dragged him gently through the people that walked past by, giving him a look he didn’t feel comfortable under. As his hand clutched the cover within his eyes falling over her hand which held his hand, his eyes glanced up before he felt her speeding up her steps in impatience she felt as well as him who felt the same inside. 

Reaching the third floor, they stepped out of the elevator before she looked around. “Be glad Mr. Xav have not visited Mrs. Veronic today.” His eyes admired as she dragged him towards the lane of rooms. Getting in one of them, she got the keys. “Let’s go?” she said as he nodded before she held his hand again that had him pause in his tracks. “What? Come on” she pulled him hard as he continued to walk behind her again. 

Unlocking the door, he wasted no time running inside the room. While the long hair of her mom made his eyes soften, her head turned around with a cold gaze he didn’t care about. “M-mom” he walked closer before dropping the bag. Her red eyes softened before she started to tear up. “S-son” she spoke as his hands reached hers in an instant before the nurse wiped away the tears that started to run down her cheeks. As he caressed his cheeks with her trembling hands, her lips trembled before she pulled him up to hug him tight as if she’s the lost kid who found her guardian. As his eyes teared up before tears streamed down his cheeks, “M-mom, What is this? Your son is back and you're gonna give me your tears?” his soft voice rang in her ears as her eyes gaped up at him. A grinny smile, she kissed his hands. “My son is finally back! Jiang xian, tell everyone that my son is back! He won’t go back. Never” she mumbled while pouting as a chuckle from the nurse made Ferno smile. “Never” he kissed the top of her head before glancing at the nurse with tears in his eyes. A glance that indicated his thankfulness made Nurse squint her eyes as if she didn't need him to thank her. That made him smile before his fingers signaled her to close the door. “Please” he mouthed as she bowed, grinning. Signaling him to be careful, she walked out while closing the door, 

As he played, Ate and caressed his mother’s hair while she took a nap on his lap, the evening had come before he could even realize. his head which was laid against the wall slowly moved within his eyes that squinted before opening. He yawned, stretching his arms before looking around to see no presence of his mother. Getting up, he folded the blankets before the nurse bursted in breathing heavily.  Turning his gaze aside towards her before standing straight. “What happened?” he held her shoulders before she chuckled, still trying to breathe well. “D-don’t worry, she’s taking a walk” she whispered as his face was inches closer to hers. Breathing heavy, his eyes eyed her face. As she smiled, opening her eyes, her chest raised in sudden tense. As his hands trailed up her arms, his grip tightened within himself, eyed her face with no emotions held in his face except the sudden attraction he felt towards her. Her sweaty neck, her trembling lips, his eyes trailed up into her eyes before a small gasp left her lips as soon as his hand shut the door behind. Hands locking the door behind, he found himself against her. His hands pinning hers as her eyes dozed off in the softness he had her under.

“Ferno, you can’t..-”

his eyes glaring into hers,

she felt her feet against the door of the room while she tried to back away until his lips sealed with hers in a warm kiss.

Her closing automatically in the euphoria that started to bloom butterflies in her stomach which made her fingers relax,

intertwining with his.

Looking away while the breath started to quicken,

his eyes closed in calm while his hand held her hair with a gentle grip.

Caressing her hair, he pecked her lips making her freeze in his arms.

Her mind was still hazy as he pecked her over on the forehead.

“I Love you, Jiang”

her eyes gazing into is within the tears that started to stream down her cheeks.

Warm tears that dropped down her cheek had landed on his hand before he looked down at it.

His hand under her cheek had held her chin after.

Making her look into his eyes which she hesitated to, he pecked her lips within his eyes all over them while her eyes closing.

As his lips trailed up her nose,

her fist against his chest had finally tried to push him away before she burst into tears of pain.

A peck over her cheek, his lips inched closer to hers.

A look at his lips, her eyes clutched close before her hands pushed him away.

“Jiang!” as her knees weakened within her collapsing down,

he ran over to her before his eyes checked over her legs.

“Are you okay!?”

he asks as he slowly watches her lay her head against the door.

Her hand against his chest, she mumbles breathless before he gets closer towards the unconscious self of hers.

Picking her up in his arms,

his eyes softened as he watched her clutch his shirt.

Laying her on the bed,

he sits beside making her lay there with her eyes blinking.

“Jiang xian, Why do you do this to yourself?”

his eyes tearing up as her trembling lips quivered,

on the verge of bursting into tears again.

Her fist clutching the sheet as she turned away.

“Get out”

her stern breaking voice along with her sniff made him glance at her back.

As she felt the bed shift, eyes closed tight while the grip on the sheets tightened.

As she frowned while his arms wrapped around her waist,

her eyes softened within another set of warm tears streaming down her cheeks with no hesitance.

“Can you-”

“Please…jiang.”

He mumbled as she blinked,

feeling his head against her back.

Mixed feelings had her lay over there while another star shined before falling like a glistening rock which the children loved to watch while wishing for something.

Wishing his happiness was the only thing Jiang could do

, at least for now.

At Least until he finds his own person to rely on.

At Least until she..

Make sure her feelings towards him won’t be shown or expressed.