My Unique Love

Sacred Love // 40 1/2

SACRED LOVE : 40 1/2 

The thick rain that poured down onto her skin had no reaction from her while her eyes met his. “Toy?” As his hand wrapped her shoulder gently, she spoke in realisation. “You okay?” His eyes met hers with caress as her eyes blinked in hesitation before she removed his hand so she could no longer feel trapped. “What are you doing here?” Her stern voice made him no startled nor flinch but gape at Nile. Her words had no impact on him but his gaze. The way Nile’s gaze never left hers had his hand ball into a fist just to punch him over once again but then her eyes into his, he realised how much of a messed up she looked. Her eyes gaping back at Nile. As the Cafe’s door opened along with jin-hae walking out in search for Nile where he was startled by him standing right infront of him. “Oh, Nile! Jung-qu- ah whatever his name is, he wants your help-” his eyes trailed off only to land on them. “S-sunbae-nim?” he stuttered as Nile’s gaze sharpened making her feel warmth radiating all of a sudden. Looking over her shoulder, she couldn’t help but notice his gaze. Falling right over her eyes making her hands shiver. Her eyes froze as if he kept her on a spell. As her fingers felt his against, intertwining over her hand, her eyes blinked. Looking at her hand and then into his eyes, his eyes were hung low as she frowned slightly. “Let’s go” Toy’s voice startled her thoughts as her feet moved on their own. Feeling his hand tightening its grip, intertwining tight with her hand had her look over at him. It’s as if she just realised she was with him. With his hand holding hers that had other couples whisper with a giggle along. Feeling her angering frustration building up again, she yanked her hand from his hand. As she paused while he continued to walk, he turned around to see her standing there. “What are you doing, Ara? It’s Raining” he softly spoke as the umbrella was still over her head so she couldn't be drenched. “Stop it” she weakly spoke with a stern and paining voice which made his grip on the umbrella tighten. “Stop what?” he said, blinking in calm while she sighed looking away as her chest raised with every breath she took. “Stop acting as if We are normal” She spoke within her voice raising as she continued. “Why’d you come back to seoul? Aren’t you supposed to be at your friend’s engagement?” The frustration she held longer soon blasted as she raised her voice making him stand there with his fist tight in nervousness. 

 “You really thought I was joking that night!? What should I even tell you, right now!? You are all I wanted to get out of my life, is that so hard for you to do!? Why!? Why are you doing this to me!? I dont want you, i dont want your stupid with benefits, i dont wanna sleep with you!” As her breath was far from her nose to breath, her knees went weak, making her bent down, closing her mouth so she wouldn’t cry aloud. As she stood up straight within his teary eyes meeting hers, her hand wiped her face before looking right into his with tears streaming down her cheeks. “Go back from where you came, i don’t even wanna see your face.” She stated as she yanked the cover from his grip as she walked away in the pouring rain that had his grip loosen on the umbrella.

 As the umbrella fell right on the rough surface of the road, his knees met the floor along with the umbrella before his eyes soon left the tears he was holding longer than he could. As his lips trembled within the tears that left his eyes, his trembling hands covered his face making the people around walk away without even glancing back at him.   

As much as the urge to confess to him what she wanted from him, she couldn’t help but feel so much which she can’t even express. As she walked away with the cover in her hand, her cheeks were wiped away with the back of her hand before the rain started to slow down and the pit-pat came back making her sigh before taking a turn. Within her face showed the tiredness she felt, her eyes closing here and there as she walked through the alleys. As she looked up unconsciously to take a look at which turn she was taking, her heart beat dropped within the guy who stood there. Feeling his head turning aside only to notice her, his shoe against the wall was taken down the floor in an instant as the cigarette between his lips was already lightened.

Loosening the grip his lips had on his cigarette,a small smile appeared on his lips. As her eyes eyed him up and down feeling her own self nervous all of a sudden, she walked past his figure. As she heard his shoes being clanked against the rough surface of the road, she froze, feeling her anger rising to its peak again. “What do you want?” the way he had let her speak with no disturbance increased the Thought of him actually following her. “Who? Me?” he asked, making her bite her lip before looking back at him. Nile had a smirk on his face before he spoke that made her nerves twitch in unknown excitement she never felt. “I maybe want something you don’t want to share” His words made her blink before looking in front. Walking forward, she checked if the covers had let the water slip inside but the dryness inside the cover had her sigh in relief. As much as she felt herself being nervous and uncomfortable under his gaze and the shadow that was right in front of hers always reminded her he was following her. She was obviously not affected but somewhere she felt herself getting more and more affected as time passed by her walking through more alleys. “Don’t follow me” she spoke with a hint of fear in her tone as he chuckled behind. “I’m not sure about what you talkin about, Ara?” Her back felt chills as she froze, feeling his front slowly getting closer to her back. “Can you explain what you talkin about, hm?” her breath got accelerating before she said “How did you know my name?” as she walked forward, she felt his steps following her. “Your name? Wasn’t it what you told me?” Oh yeah, I actually told him my name. She thought before taking a turn. “Please don’t follow me-” “It’s Left, By the way” he took a left turn as she froze before her hair was flipped aside within her glare shooting through him. “I know” she sternly spoke as she followed him. A small smile formed on his lips as she followed him behind. Glancing behind here and there, he reached over to the gate of the building before the security guard opened the gate. As they got in, Ara sighed in relief before she felt him turning around. “By the way,” she felt his hand taking over the cover from her grip. His fingers gracing over hers as she felt the warm chills going down her spine as her eyes met his. “Don’t follow me like that, i might take you away” His whisper against her ear while the wet hair of his which traced over her cheek made her cheeks turn pink in no seconds while the warmth from him radiating against her before his head tilted aside. Closer while eyes of his met. A smile on his smile, he slowly moved away before walking away. Watching him walk away while the other staff members mumbled around, her eyes didn’t budge away from him walking away from her sight. Sighing out, she realized she was holding her breath and had left out a loud breath making the passing trainee flinch. Walking away to dry herself, she glanced once again to see him nowhere around. Looking down at her hand, his warmth came back as she reminded herself to leave it right away. But who knows what may happen. No one.