The Billionaire & The Country Girl

Chapter 21

Getting in the taxi to take me home I was feeling glad to be back home it has been over a month and I know when I get there I need to have a combersation with my dad and then with Sam and then I am going into town to deal with that witch and her son and I am so looking forward to it for they have made my live hell this last month and claims to care but I beg to differ. The streets are quiet but the road to the out skirts of town were we live is a bit busy because everyone works hard and there is always some kind of thing to be done .The ranch seems quiet to but I know dad and Sam is propobily busy with the cattle or horses so as the taxi tops I climb out and hand the driver a good tip as well and as he smiles and help with my bag I see dad coming from the back and he sort of stops in his track and then shouts my name as if it was the best thing so he came walking fast and hugs me and I do the same even though my heart is carrying a secret. 'O honey this is the best surprise I thought you were only coming next week , did Sam get the date mixed up, I am going to strangle him, Sam!!!" dad will never change in a million  years so I just laugh at them. "Daddy Sam did not I came a bit early to surprise you ", I say hoping dad will be happy and let it go because it was me that wanted to come home. "O ok good, I am so glad to have you home come lets get some coffee". 

My father is always the one that knows me best and I think he knows something is up with me but he thinks most propobily it is all the media or roomers so now comes the tough part of telling him the truth. "That seems nice daddy I need that today and we need to talk , I need to tell you something but I want to tell you separate first and then I will tell Sam ok?". "Tell me what Jenny?", Sam stands in the door and instantly I feel better and at home as he enters looking a bit concerned. "O Sam it's so good to see you !", I say hugging my best friend and he does the same while dad makes the coffee. "Welcome home sunshine and I am happy to see you did not loose weight without us , so what do you wane tell me?", He is not going to let it go so I decide to tell them both and take whatever they want to dish out at me . 

"Fine Sam yes ,you are right ,I need to tell you some news and I want you both to listen before jugging me ok, think of it as giving me a chance to explain",  this is one thing I always dreaded telling my dad because he is old school and believe in tradition and well Sam, that is another problem so I take a deep breath and decide to go all in. "Fine but you both need to sit down, " , "Why what's wrong?" Sam says looking worried. "Let her talk Sam ,sit your ass down lad!". "Thanx dad, first I just want to say that this is not easy but I must tell you and it is a secret only two people know and before the world knows I wanted to tell you also, so I guess what I want to say is, I, I am going to have a baby". My heart suddenly start to raise as I say those words and I can see the disappointment in my dad's face and the same in Sam's and they both are to quite for my taste and this makes me worry to a extend but then dad stands up and he hugs me like he hugged me the day my mother died, so gentle as if I was a piece of porcelain that can brake into a thousand pieces. "You are having a baby Jenny, how, I mean I know how but what, with how, how is the father Jenny?" Sam bombards me with so many questions .I step back from dad and I can see they are shocked but want's to get answers too. "The Billionaire , Kevin Macrow , Sam , he is the father of my baby and I know you both are mad and disappointed in me but I thought me and him were more then this night and I was the fool ok so lets leave it at that , I need you both and f I need to stand alone I will but I can't and I don't want to so ?", I say as a stray tear runs down my cheek waiting to hear what they will say. "Jenny we love you and yes I am not happy , you know How I feel about these things but when your mom died it made me look at the world with different eyes and as long as you and my grandbaby are healthy and happy then I am to". Hearing my dad say that made me cry instantly , damn pregnancy's hormones . "Thank you daddy I love you and yes we are ok ". Sam was just standing at the table and looking to the ground and I knew he was not as happy so dad turned to me kissing me on the cheek whispering that he will be by the horses if I need him, I think he knew we had to talk, for some reason Sam felt something more and I think we need to talk it out now. 

"Sam say something please". "I am a bit shocked Jenny, you of all people, why only tell us now, why not when you found out, and does he know, does he even care that you are carrying his child?" . The Sam I knew was long gone and infront of me stood a man I did not know and this made me scared, my best friend with whom I sneaked out at night to play in the stables and the only boy to ever cry with me when I felt lonely missing my mother. "Sam I love him and a part of me always will, and to answer your question ,yes he does know and well lets just say he is shocked and …", but before I can finish my sentence he explodes, "That F*cker , he thinks it's not his?, I told you Jenny he was using you and still you just went and slept with him, and now you come back thinking all can be as it was". "No demit Sam I know he felt it to but our lives and world's are to different and I won't need him, I have you and dad, don't I?", I say hoping he will see my point too. "If he cared he would have been here Jen and he would be fighting for you and he would love you like I do", hearing him confess to me brakes my heart because I can not love him like he loves me not while my heart is with Kevin so I sit back down at the table with my hands in my hair crying.

"Jenny don't cry please , you know I don't like seeing you cry ,I  am sorry ,I am sorry I know I am a total jurk but it's only because I care for you and yes I go on bloody dates but no woman can be you and it is driving me insane because I can never just be your friend not anymore". I lift my head to look at him , "So your saying you are leaving me too, you don't want to help me, be there for me, well Sam then I don't need you just go!!". As I say it he walks to the door looking back but I just stand up and leave him there while going to my room to text Justin about what had happened knowing at least he will support me and my baby. 

Sam(Pov) 

Seeing her go up to her room was almost like old times when she did not get her way but this time is different it being Jenny is pregnant and she needs me but as a friend, how do I do it when I have loved her for forever, how do I get over the fact that she loves a man that is not me , a man that used her and threw her away. I am so mad right now and as I go outside I see her dad standing under the big tree by the barn so I walk over hoping he can give advise. "Sam if you come to say you told her so then rather not son but I know you love my daughter and I hope you are with her and not against her", he is a very wise old man and I always get advice  from him and while Jenny was away I told him how much I love her and always will and he also knows she doesn't feel the same . "Sir I think I blew it with my damn emotions running wild, but how do we move forward from this?". "she needs her best friend Sam, not a boy with a crush, she needs your shoulder and like I said she does love you she just doesn't know it yet and you need to be there for her now and put your needs aside boy". he says and I know he is right. "I think I know what you mean sir and you are  right like always". "Go tell her then Sam"!. He pats me on the back and I go back in the house walking up to her room hoping she will let me in … 

"Jenny can I come in , we need to talk please, I am so sorry I was a i***t!". As I wait  I can hear the door open and she is all puff eyed rom crying and I just feel the need to hug her and I do. "Sam I am so sorry I don't wane hurt you but... "No sunshine it's ok I was wrong I know your heart is breaking and you are worried but your dad is right, we are hear for you, we love you Jenny and I will never leave you ok ". This makes her smile and finally I get a small smile from her and that's when I know she will most defiantly stay my Jenny forever. 'Thanx Sam, and I promise to never lie again ", "and I will never leave you , I'm with you in this whenever you need me ok". Jenny just stays in my arms and even though I want more for now I will just be her best friend with the hope for more later on but not now so just having her home with us will be enough …