Alessandro dropped me off at my place. I barged into the house all alone. I don't have any female friend to cry out my pains to. The shower provided comfort for my aching heart. Alessandro officially asked Valentine to be his girlfriend. The fact remains that I have been hiding in the shadows my whole life, blending with the walls and no one genuinely ever tried to know me,they just assumed things about me, they just hated me for no reason.I am sick of getting heartbroken over and over again with no shoulder to cry on.I have never had a friend apart from Alessandro, they just come and go, giving nothing and taking nothing.
How can I cry over Alex's shoulder when he's the reason for my heart break. He loves me but not in the way I want him to love me. I want to break out of my walls but I don't know how to do it.
Putting on a ripped bum short and a sleeveless turtle neck,I packed my reading materials to the living room,my grades are getting terrible every single day but my heart palpitates for a boy who got his life all planned out and sees me only as a best friend and nothing else.I should probably get my life together cause it sucks.
I groaned,the math text book volume is not really appealing, turning over the leafs of the textbook is the easiest thing I can do,why wouldn't I turn over this damn pages when all I see is the picture of Alessandro sucking faces with Valentine.Might have ditched me to go spend time with her.I hope he is happy cause if he is,I am happy too.
The doorbell jingled, must be Alessandro.I don't have any visitor apart from him. He might have misplaced my keys again, he's so gonna get it hot from me if he misplaced my keys. I stomped to the door and unlock the door.
Jaden Acker stood outside my door leaned against the door with his hands tugged in his pocket like he's posing for a photoshoot.
"Take a picture Sunshine I heard it lasts longer.." He said.I sucked in a breath with his words barely registering in my mind.
"How do you know where I lived," I questioned dumbfounded.I never told him where I lived."and what are you doing here.....no....no...are you a serial killer."
" Calm down Sunshine, I got your info from the administration office and besides I don't think serial killers knocks.."
" Oh woah so you go around stealing people's addresses.... "I vented out, the need to make this guy know his place tugged my strings. Did he just chuckled, does he see me as a maniac.
"You agreed to go on a tour with me and I was so elated that I forgot to get your contact....my bad if I went too far"
" Oh wow..... so they give off student info to anyone... "I asked, folding my arms and staring straight into his eyes. He held my gaze liked he wanted me to peer right into his soul. His eyes were the most devilish blue I have ever seen.
"The mid term results are out and your grades isn't really on the bright side."he choked out scratching the back of his necklaces.
I felt my face heat up. Jaden is looking for a less embarrassing way to tell me how embarrassing my grades are. He's a straight A's student.
"I don't understand what those blood sucking vamps teach...." I said in my defense, Jaden laughed, a foreign pleasing rattle lighting up every inch of his face and the outline of his eyes making him look like an idol.
"That's not an excuse Sunshine.. you see,"he leans forward but I felt frozen between the partly opened door, his face is flawless, his minty breathe attacked my nostril, "tortoise hates roaming about with his house but guess what.... he got no choice." I chuckled as he adjusted back grinning from ear to ear. "I told them I'll tutor you so they gave me your address"
" No...... "I scoffed pushing back few strands of my hair hanging loose on my face behind my ears. I don't need his pity.
"Really you don't need my help, I hope you know some people are willing to do anything for me to tutor them. "He replied leaning back on the wall, an amused look on his face.
"I don't need your pity." I frowned.
"Pity. I don't pity you, there are others with grades worst than yours."He chuckled."Truth be told, I wanna get into your good book cause I need your help."He added. I let off a humourless laugh looking down at myself and back at him.
"Look Jaden how will I even help you."I frowned narrowing my eyes at him. I couldn't possibly do anything that would interest someone like him.
"That's why you are going on a tour with me." He replied causing me to narrow my eyes suspiciously.
"Okay.Let me change." I replied hesitantly.
"You are already dressed."He muttered. I faked shocked batting my lashes at him.
"I can't possibly wear this."I said looking down on my sleeveless turtle neck on a ripped bum short and flip-flops.
”Yep... live a little and besides you won't come in contact with anyone. "He answered alternating his posture so that he was standing straight.
It wasn't long before Jaden and I were based in his car rocking some music as he drove to wherever he was taking me to.I felt comfortable following Jaden to God knows where.
The street Jaden drove into screamed money. Clean,classy and quiet. Jaden zoom into the entrance of a large building. The black polished gate opened on its own revealing a grand entrance with beautiful flowers of which I don't know their names.Sprinklers laid on the floor continuously wetting the flowers giving this fairy tale outlook.
Jaden turned off the engine, he got down and quickly turned to my side of the car to open the door for me, he must have noticed my hesitant look.
"Are you coming....." Jaden asked, gesturing towards the door. I nodded, glancing at the door.
I hope I am doing the right thing.