The Broken Chain

Chapter Four.

When I woke up again I felt so well rested and calm but however I was hot and half crushed under Lucas. He is to my right with one arm and one leg over me, his heat is so much that we have nothing over us and one of the windows open. My bladder is full so I try to pry myself out of his hold but he is not letting go of me so I poke him in the shoulder. 

“Lucas” I whisper. 

He does not move or make any face indicating that he is awake so I say his name louder and push him a little, he smiles a little. 

“I love hearing my name come from your lips”

“I am sorry for waking you but I need to use the bathroom” I say kicking myself for having to wake him up. 

His eyes dart open and in one swift move he is now straddling me on the bed, my eyes dare to travel down his body, his perfect six pack and up to his strong chest to his eyes. He looks serious and pisst, O no he is mad at me for waking him up! 

“Stop saying your sorry to me, you have no reason for being sorry, you are allowed to wake me up, ask me anything and do whatever you want with me without feeling sorry or selfish. I am your mate” he said as serious as a heart attack. 

I look deep into his eyes, Kali is pushing me to kiss him again but I am not ready for that, stay till looking into each others eyes. My old needs were gone and new once were coming to the surface, he takes a deep breath and moves off me. I quickly ran to the bathroom, I don't have to go anymore but I just start to undress for the shower, I go into the shower and clean myself so I don't smell so horny. I always hated this wolf nose, my auntie never knew how I was feeling but my father just had to sniff me and he knew what my mood was. When I got out of the bathroom, Lucas is standing there fully clothed in shorts and a shirt, he looked so casual and young. He was much younger than me, however I have been living in solitude all my life so he probably is more mature than me in so many things. There are so many things we would need to talk about, I have no idea where to begin, my father told me stories about when he lived in a pack, he also told me stories about him and mother so I have some ideas but they all scare me. I opened my mouth to him but then the door bursts open. 

“YO LUKE! We heard you found your mate and the she is…”

“SMOKING…”

“Yo dude we talked about this, we are twins but not one of those just let me finish my sentences” 

I stare at them dumbfounded, I am standing here in just the towel with wet hair dripping down onto the floor. They are obviously twins by their similar features but they are still very different from each other, one is slightly bigger in size, the other has his hair shaved and the other has a little on the top. I could not analyse them better because all of a sudden one is being punched in the stomach and the other pushed through the door. 

“What the fock man?” the one he punched in the stomach said now crouching down on the floor.

“If you heard I found my mate, then why would you rush in here without knocking?! Show some respect for your future alpha and luna!” Lucas growled at them.

He sounded scary, I was not scared of him but I would think to anyone else he sounded murderous. I rush over there to him, still holding tightly to my towel, he take me in his arms but walks with me back into the room away from the guys. He puts me behind him so I could barely see the guys in the door frame, both of them are looking mad as hell. I feel Kali growling at them inside me but I am just feeling scared and confused, are they mad at me for being a halfbreed? I quickly pull my magic forth and hide my scent, Kali gets offended by this but I need to do this. This is a big deal for her and this has been the biggest argument we have had, she hates when we hide our scent, she feels like we are hiding ourselves. Then all of a sudden Lucas turns around and faces me, he looks also mad but now it is directed at me. 

“Why did you do that? Do you want me to kill them?” 

My eyes widen up and I am shocked! 

“What?” I squeeze out. 

“Do you know how this mate thing works?” he growls at me. 

I nod my head but still have the shocked look on my face. 

“No one is to see you naked like this, no one is to come near you, you are mine but when those things happen I get angry like you would if girls were looking at me”

Anger flared up in my chest. 

“So the things claiming us down is each others touch, voice and scent so you hiding your scent from me makes me want to kill them for seeing you in this condition” he said biting down on his teeth. 

He didn't need to explain any more but I was still afraid that his friends will hate me. 

“But I am a half breed and they will hate me, I smell horrible” I whisper while looking down at the ground. 

“Don't say that cutie, I am sure you smell like a newly baked cake” one of the guys said from behind Lucas, he was teasing but by the sound of the growl Lucas sent him Lucas was not teasing. 

I take a deep breath and let go again of the spell, this spell is like holding onto a rope, you have to keep it going the whole time so the thought of not having to keep it up all the time was relaxing. I squeeze my eyes closed waiting for them to tell me I smell horrid and that I should put the spell up again but that didn't happen. Lucas came closer to me and took a deep breath in through his nose and then after a few seconds he let it out and kisses me on the forehead. 

“Ben, Fin, You have three seconds to get out of my room before I really kick your asses” 

I could not see them but I heard them run out of the room and shut the door behind them, I smile a little at them and look down on the floor. 

“I see that you didn't come with any clothes with you do you need to borrow some clothes?” he asks still standing very close to me. 

Should I show him? Should I tell him just how much magic I possess? Well this is not really that big of a spell. 

“No I am fine, I don't need to take them with me, I can just call them to me” 

He lifts up one eyebrow so I step a little from him and think about the outfit I want and snap my fingers. I don't need to snap my fingers for the magic to work but I like being dramatic, I am now standing in front of him in a white summer dress, silver ballerina shoes and a big black hoodie. He looks shocked, I get nervous, he thinks I am a freak, he thinks that was weird and stupid, I feel tears come to my eyes. It would kill me if I could not share this part of me with my mate, this part of me does not like him though but I need him to like it so we can be mates. 

“That was so cool! Can you do me?” 

My eyes snapped open and I look at him, I smile wide, he likes my magic! He is not repulsed by me yet! I am so happy right now! 

“Yeah I can! But I thought you were clothed?”

“Yeah I am but I want to try it! Please! Just another color for the pants and shirt, please?” he said with puppy dog eyes. 

I could not for the life of me say no to him, I don't think I will ever be able to say no to him, if I could give him the world I would! I snap my fingers and change his clothes into another color, now he is wearing purple shorts and a black shirt. He looks down on himself and smiles, I love that smile. 

“That is so cool honey! I am so impressed!” he said touching his shirt and pants. 

Then his eyes get distant and he looks straight forward but not at me, there is silence between us because I didn't want to interrupt him. Then he comes back and his eyes look right to me and he is wondering about something, then he goes back. A few moments later we are walking down to the kitchen for breakfast, Lucas is holding my hand tightly like he is nervous about something. Then when we get closer to the kitchen I hear voices, there are a few voices and I don't recognise all of them. When we get to the doorframe of the kitchen Lucas moves behind me and put his hands around my stomach and his head in my hair, he takes a deep sniff of my hair and then we walk into the kitchen. 

When we walk in all eyes land on me, there are mostly women in the kitchen but there are a few guys there for example the twins. They are all smiling at me and looking really intense at me, I am starting to feel uncomfortable, I have never met so many people before, what if I say something stupid? What if they think I am weird? I start to breath heavily. Lucas steps closer to me so I am right in his embrace, it is calming me down but my magic is restless and making me want to disappear into the ground. Kali purrs into contact with Lucas but my magic is running from side to side not happy about this situation, I am feeling too much I am starting to get scared. I can never make this many people like me, this many people could kill me if they decide they don't like me and attack. My head was running from side to side, up and down, I was making myself ready to turn around and run back to the room, I was safe there. 

“Will you guys stop staring at my daughter in law? I know she is beautiful but stop staring!” 

Thank Goddess Godmother!