VALERIE.
Pain.
That was what I have been feeling for the past month.
It all started with Logan, when he had an accident, Daisy was broken, which made I as her friend broken too, she was pain, and I felt for her, though I did not really understand how she felt, until Jake did not wake up for like two weeks.
I was feeling different emotions when the doctor was talking about it, first was fear, that Jake might not wake up from the slumber that was just supposed to be for two days.
The second was regret, I was regretting ever talking to him like that, and that I was not opportune to actually apologize to him, I knew I said hurtful things towards him, and I knew I had to apologize.
Everything still leads me back to fear, I did not want to loose him, I was scared of loosing him, and scared
