JAKE.
I feel dead.
That was the only feeling that has been constant lately, numb, dead, broken.
Not to lie, I have been feeling like this for the past five years, that has only been the constant thing in my life, feeling dead.
But now, I feel like I will really die soon.
This feeling, of being in love is new, and I am obsessed, I do not want it to stop, but she does not want me anymore, because she is not my mate, f**k it, I do not want any body, just her.
These past days, I have been feeling like I will soon die, this feeling, I am heartbroken and the bad head aches I have been getting are not even making it okay, they are making it worse.
Now, if I had an head ache, and Val was here, I would have hugged her and and it would have decreased, I do not mind her hatred, if she could ju
