I do not know what to think anymore, or how to act at school… hell, I don’t even feel like going to school but dad insists that I should not let his illness keep me from studying.
It’s hard - facing Blair and Ryker and trying to act normal, that is.
I am not sure I want to share what’s happening at the moment. But I know that if I don’t, I might just explode sometime soon. Both options aren't appealing to me. But then again, what am I to do? I can’t keep the secret for too long either.
Dilemma, dilemma!
Ryker and Blair exchange looks when they think I’m not looking. They also stare at me with worry painted on their faces. They have obviously already asked what’s wrong on numerous occasions, but I cannot bring myself to spill just yet.
Not only is it a personal matter, but it also
