You Win Some, You Lose Some

learning to love

Claire's pov

"wow I really like it, I'll put on when we get back home." I tell talon looking into his chocolate eyes. they're so beautiful I could look into them all day. oh my God I did not just think that and this is not happening. "why not now?" he asks me "well dummy cause I'm not a gymnast and I can bearly move in this car let alone put on an anklet" I explain to him. "recline you seat and stick your foot up, I'll do it for you." he says

I sigh " your such a gentleman how did I not know" I say while pushing back my seat and holding my leg up to him. "cause I'm not usually" is his husky reply that goes straight to my core. and then, when he touched my ankle, oh God, his tanned hands so soft and gentle as he puts the anklet around my leg. it's never felt nice for anyone to touch me in any way I didn't know being touched in such a simple way could feel nice. heck this is bad I don't wanna fall in love.

for the next three weeks I see talon approximately two times the first time was a week after my tatto after he came back from a 'business' trip and he let me drive his blue lambo for fun and the second time was after two and a half weeks when he came back from another trip we play monopoly cause it rained for all weekend but talon made up our own rules to play by so it was fun. then on the days he wasn't there I learnt to play poker with the guards. today it's been another week since I've seen him and he's coming home today. I managed to convince nik to let me go with him to pick up talon so now we're driving home together

"do you wanna get something to eat?" talon asks me. "ahh, sure?" I reply not sure what I want to eat. " well what do you want ?"

" I dunno food,"

" Wow, very helpful dear,"

"eww, don't say dear." I laugh

"Well, what's your favourite food?"

" sushi"

"we're having sushi tonight, dine in or takeaway ?"

"Take away, obviously, I don't like people," I explain to him

" so your a introvert then?"

" not really I just don't like fake people's bullshit it's a waste of energy I don't have and I'm a bit of a introvert but I do like to have fun even now and then though."

he looks at me like he's impressed

"Fair enough" is his reply

he rings one of his men and gets him to order it and then turns to me.

" Do you like music?"

"Yeah, of course."

"What kind?"

"I like lots of different kinds."

"What's your favourite right now?" he asks

I start to laugh

"What?" he says, smiling

" Please don't laugh at me,"

" I won't,"

"At the moment, it's batman. There's a story behind it though. my sister would always play dirty music to annoy the s**t outta me but I ended up learning the lyrics and would sing it to her."

"dam, can I play it?" he asked and I say yes, so for the last few minutes of the drive I sing along to it for talon this time instead of my sister.

Ayy, look

No, I can't be your Batman 'cause I be robbin' (I be robbin')

I don't want no lap dance, b***h, give me noggin (b***h, give me noggin)

Why you laughin' and playin'? Ho, get from 'round me (ho, get from 'round me)

You know I am the man, Mr. Miyagi (Mr. Miyagi)

Yeah, I got hoes from Japan, they call me papi (across the countries)

I beat that p***y so good and leave it throbbin' (leave it, uh)

'Cause I be slangin' this wood, they wanna chop it (I swear)

No, I can't cuff on lil' shawty, don't do no coppin' (come on)

You'll think it's 808 the way this beat knockin'

Florida boy s**t, when they hear it, they go to boppin' (ayy)

She a lunch lady 'cause the joe she give is sloppy (I swear)

Stuffin' d**k all in her ribs and she keep beggin' me to stop it (yeah, yeah, ayy)

They waitin' for my mixtape, they tellin' me to drop it (come on)

But I gotta get my s**t straight before I drop it

I be cuttin' up, might pull the plug right out the socket (right out the socket)

I cut 'em like some paper with these scissors then I rock it (then I rock it)

Now I got the key to the city, so I'ma lock it (so I'ma lock it)

You stressed out, you just worry 'bout how I got it (how I got it)

I keep hunnids and fifties all in my profit (all in my profit)

My life a movie, it's sad you gotta watch it (you gotta watch it)

Reach inside my pants and pull these bands out my pocket (yeah)

I'ma make a mess in the city, they gotta mop it

Automatic stick come with titties, ain't gotta c**k it

Glock got a d**k, see a p***y and I'ma pop it (ayy, yeah)

No, I can't be your Batman 'cause I be robbin' ('cause I be robbin')

I don't want no lap dance, b***h, give me noggin (b***h, give me noggin)

Why you laughin' and playin'? Ho, get from 'round me (ho, get from 'round me)

You know I am the man, Mr. Miyagi (Mr. Mi-what?)

Yeah, I got hoes from Japan, they call me papi (across the countries)

I beat that p***y so good and leave it throbbin' (leave it, uh)

'Cause I be slangin' this wood, they wanna chop it (I swear)

No, I can't cuff on lil' shawty, don't do no coppin' (ayy, look)

She gon' keep her hands in my pants 'cause she a freak (she a what?)

I told her that I'm celibate, ain't f**k in 'bout a week (I lied)

Sike, b***h, I lied, you can ride me to this beat (to this beat)

I hit her in a Benz, we fuckin' all in the street (all in the street)

She told me to recline, so I had to let back the seat (let back the seat)

Pull out and she sucked it, I nut all over her mink (all on her, uh)

It's gon' be so hard to see when she open and blink (I'm talkin' 'bout, yeah)

Like halloween, I just tricked her outta her treat (I'm talkin' 'bout, uh)

No, I can't be your Batman 'cause I be robbin' ('cause I be robbin')

I don't want no lap dance, b***h, give me noggin (b***h, give me noggin)

Why you laughin' and playin'? Ho, get from 'round me (ho, get from 'round me)

You know I am the man, Mr. Miyagi (Mr. Mi-what?)

Yeah, I got hoes from Japan, they call me papi (they call me)

I beat that p***y so good and leave it throbbin' (and leave it, uh)

'Cause I be slangin' this wood, they wanna chop it (talkin' 'bout, uh)

No, I can't cuff on lil' shawty, don't do no coppin' (uh-uh, uh-uh)

at the end of the song he laughs. " I'm sorry but it looks natural and wrong at the same time when you sing it and it's so cute!" he says still laughing as we pull up

" ha! you should hear me sing WAP" I say

and his eyes darken but I don't know why I hope I didn't make him mad. then his normal smile returns and we go inside still chatting.

talons pov

I don't wanna tell her but she's making it so hard not to get a boner the way she was rapping along with that song like a f*****g pro she was amazing cause she not only knows the words she's a awesome singer and I tell her, while we eat the sushi.

"ha! your such an uncultured swine." she giggles, I think I'm already healing her soul.

"what! just cause I'm using my fingers and you're using chopsticks!" I say feigning ofense. " yesss" she reply laughing.

watching me stuff my face with chicken tyriaki sushi. "so what's your favourite type of sushi?"

"hmm, well pretty much anything with seafood, I just love seafood especially shelfish or crustaceans oh and squid or octopus, umm just grilled squid with lemon is sooo good!" she talks enthusiastically.

after we've eaten I look at her and try to gage weather I should suggest we keep hanging out or if she's had enough of me for today. I can't tell.

" well um I guess imma go to my room now?" she asks

" well if your not tired we could watch a movie or something?" I say hopefully.

she thinks about it and her face goes red.

" what're you thinking?" I ask her while she blushes.

" well, err I like being in pajamas more than clothes cause I like to be comfy, do you care if I change into my pajamas and then watch a movie with you?" she says nervously.

"of course you can meet me in the home theatre it's on the second floor two doors down from the stairs I say as she gets up to leave. we ate the food in the living room on the couch.

after she's gone I decide to wear my pjs too. which consists of just a pair of flannelette pants, I hate wearing a top.

I head back to the movie room and find her already there sitting there waiting for me. she's got her long hair up in a messy bun and she's wearing a pair of silk pyjamas which are dark blue with white lace on the deep v neck and the hem of the shorts. she really doesn't have much on and she's not even wearing a bra. when she looks up at me I notice her n*****s harden, so I do turn her on then. "what movie are we watching then" she asks " well I was thinking about watching the new suicide squad movie" I tell her and she nods and tells me how she likes the Jared leto joker rather than the original especially with Harley in the picture. anyway we end up putting it on and half way through the movie she's practically in my lap and I'm rubbing circles on her hand. her skin is so soft. she looks up at me after a while and I lean down and kiss her neck. she holds still till I pull away and look at her. she's blushing so much and almost panting so I lean down to kiss her on the lips but wait for her to take the last inch so that I know she definitely wants me to kiss her. but she turns her head and looks away. what? "What happened? Did i do something wrong?" I ask her " no, I'm sorry it's just that I'm really new to this and I don't know what to do or how" she says still not looking at me so I lean closer and gently turn her head so I can see her beautiful crystal blue eyes. " how new?" I ask curious. "I've never held hands let alone kiss someone" she whispered to me with our foreheads almost touching. "well you'll learn from experience" I explain to her " and just remember if I do anything you don't like tell me or punch me okay?" she giggles and then tells me okay. then we lean in again but this time we kiss and it's the best feeling in the world, she ends up putting her hands in my hair and after a few minutes she nips my lip and pulls away after I moan. Dam she'll be the death of me I swear. I look up and realise she's crying, s**t what happened I thought it was going good. " am I that bad of a kisser?" I joke. " no I'm sorry it's not that."

"what's wrong then?" I ask. " I just feel so guilty that I'm here having fun and feeling happy while my baby brother is put in the system because of my f****d up mum and he's probably so scared and alone" she cries to me, " what if I could find out where he is and how well he's being looked after and then we could find someone who's suitable?" I tell her my idea and she smiles. " is that even possible?" she says. " anything possible when I'm invloved" I tell her. and she smiles.