'You don't just stop loving someone. You either always will or never did in the first place.'
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Rizalyn's POV
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I bitterly smirked and laughed a little when I remembered it. Ang hanep naman ng memorya ko, dahil parang kahapon lang din ito.
That was me when I was twenty-one. I thought I had moved on, but the heck. Well, it's too bad. I am twenty-five, and it still lingers in this stupid heart.
Bagay na bagay nga sa akin ang kantang, stupid!
I wouldn't say I like this, but this is the end, and I will never do it again. My mind speaks in silence.
Huh, magpakasal na siya sa Sabado at wala na akong pakialam sa kanya! Pero bago iyon ay maniningil mo na ako nang pangako niya.
"Okay na. Handa na, Riza." Pabulong na tugon ni Pamella.
I smile wickedly at her and stood up. Mabilis ko nang ininom ang pang-apat na shot ko at ito na ang huli, dahil medyo double na ang paningin ko.
"So, what's your plan? Here's the key to the room. Umalis na sila lahat at nasa itaas si Nestor. He drank a few, but he looks okay still."
"Thank you, Pam. Ako na ang bahala." Kindat ko. Hinawi ko na ang mahabang kulot na buhok ko.
Mabuti na lang at binago ni Vanny ang ayos ng buhok ko ngayon at kulay green ang contact lens ko. My skimpy, seductive red sexy dress with a long slit, all the way up to my thigh, made my body's curves visible inside. I smile confidently and wish to end a good result tonight.
"Alam mo, mukha kang pusa sa mga mata mo." Ngiwing tawa niya at napangiti na ako. Sabay kaming humakbang para makalabas na at kamuntik pa tuloy akong matapilok dahil sa mahabang takong ko nang papasok na kami sa elevator.
"Pesti naman oh!" Mura ko sa sarili at tinangal lang din ang suot kong heels.
"Lasing ka na kasi!" Taa niya.
"Ako lasing? Apat lang naman iyon, Pam. Kaya ko kaya ang dalawang bote." Ngiwi ko, at pinaikot ko na ang mga mata. Sa huli ay isinuot kong muli ang pulang heels dahil ayaw kong mahuli niya ako sa planong ito.
"Okay. Here you are." Titig niya sa VIP na kwarto.
"Good luck, girl. Are you sure you don't need the money?" Pag-aalalang titig niya.
"No, I don't need the money, Pam. You can have it." Tapik ko sa balikat niya.
The boys pay Pam for a favour to massage or keep Nestor happy. Isang kondisyon lang ang gusto nilang gawin ni Pamella kay Nestor, at ito ay alagaan siya ngayong gabi.
No string attached, no s*x allowed to begin with. Just a company for him for the night.
"Salamat, Riz. Malaking tulong na ito sa akin. Okay, ikaw na ang bahala sa kanya. E, mukhang mahal na mahal siya ng mga kaibigan niya." Tawa niya at tumalikod na siya.
Bahagya ang pag-ngiti ko at nawala agad ang ngiti sa labi ko nang mawala si Pamella sa paningin ko.
My breathing seems constricted again, and my heart beats erratically inside me. I thought I would be okay after four little shots of vodka. But I guess I am not, because I'm feeling scared.
I inhaled deeply and counted backwards in the back of my mind.
Glorisha won't be coming tonight because of what I did. I asked Belinda a favour, and it had something to do with Glorisha's wedding dress.
I smirked and bit my lower lip thinking how wicked that was.
I'm sorry, Glorsha. . . I need to do this tonight, and after this, Nestor will be yours for all I care for and -- forever!
Gamit ang sensory key ay pumasok na ako sa kwarto at madilim ang loob dito.
The smell of a scented vanilla candle lingers around the room sensually. It's like I'm inside the tiger's den, and there's no more escape.
My mouth is dry. Water would be nice. I swallowed the remaining saliva I have inside and aim toward the fridge. Pakiramdam ko mas gusto ko munang mainom ng tubig bago siya hanapin ng mga mata ko.
Kabado sa sarili ay mabilis kong ininom ang tubig habang nakabukas ang refrigerator. Ito lang yata ang ilaw na malakas sa loob dahil nakapatay ang lahat ng ilaw. Maliban lang sa kandila na nasa malaking dinning room, ay walang ilaw na sa ibang bahaging kwartong ito. Pinunasan ko agad ang bibig nang matapos. At huminga ako nang malalim.
Kaya ko 'to! Nandito na ako. Aatras pa ba ako sa plano?
The fridge door was open halfway, and finally, when I shut it, I could sense his solid manly scent behind me.
"What took you so long?" In his whispering voice and he wraps his arms around me.
Madilim na at parang nakuryente ako sa ginawa niya at na-statwa sa sarili dahil hindi ko ito inaasahan sa kanya.
When he buried his face in the side of my neck, I felt the electrifying need that travelled so fast inside me.
Oh my goodness me!
Hindi na muna ako gumalaw at hinayan na siya. Humigpit lang ang yakap niya at nagsimulang gumalaw ang labi niya sa leeg ko.
He sensually caressed my stomach and started kissing my neck and making little kiss marks while licking it. I shut my eyes when I feel the most beautiful sensation a woman could have at this moment.
My knees trembled. And any moment from now, I will be like a wanton woman dying to be f**k.
"You smell so wonderful, Glory. . . " He hoarsely said and continued kissing and sucking my neck.
Naimulat ko agad ang mga mata ko at nahimasmasan ako sa sarili nang marinig ang pangalan ni Glorisha.
Huh, kung malas ka nga naman talaga!
Kakalas na sana ako sa pagkakahawak sa kanya. Pero nawala lang din ako sa sarili dahil sa mainit na galaw ng kamay niya at mabilis na pumailalim ito sa harapan ko.
"Dammit. You smell so good, and it's making me wild." He whispered and kissed my neck again.
I melted and bit my lower lip when I felt the sensual touch and massage he made in my erected n****e. His tongue seeks deep pleasure as it travels to my jaw and earlobe. He sensually kissed me on this part while his thumb coaxingly played my breast.
My God! Sigaw ng isip ko. Hindi ko na yata kaya siyang pigilan ngayon. Mababaliw lang akong lalo kung hindi namin ito matatapos ngayong gabi.
"Nestor. . ." I moaned in silence and whispered his name.
Mabilis ang galaw niya at bumaba na ang hawakan ng damit ko. Pinaharap niya ako sa kanya at sandali niyang tinitigan at hinaplos ang mukha ko. Pero dahil madilim ang paligid at lahat, ay ang anino niya lang at ang anino nang mga mukha namin ang nakikita ko. Humalik lang din agad siya at hinaplos ang gilid ng mukha ko hanggang buhok ko na.
Yumakap na ako sa kanya at hinayanaan na siyang angkinin ang labi ko. Napasandal lang akong lalo sa refrigerator at mabilis ang ginawa niyang pag-hawi sa hita ko.
It was easy for him to put his leg in between, and I felt his stiff leg as it touched my clit. I was running out of my breath while we kissed.
Kalahating hubad na ang katawan ko at mabilis ang pag lakbay at galaw nang labi niya hanggang sa mahanap ang dibdib ko. Napasinghap ako sa sarili at ginulo ang buhok niya nang maramdaman ang mainit niyang labi sa dibdib ko.
He wasn't gentle when he kissed, licked and sucked my erected part. And it was mind-blowing the way how he sensually laps it with his mouth. His kisses travelled back and rested between the hole of my neck, where he made little wet kisses. A sensual moan came out of my mouth, and it made me tremble, making me so hot and wet for him.
Kahit pa amoy ko ang alak sa sistema niya ay nangingibabaw ang pabango niya. I know his scent. He hasn't changed at all, and it was always the same. It smells so good, delectable, sweet, pure male fragrance and very arousing. I could only smell it from him and nothing else.
Walang kapareha ang pabango niya at nag-iisa lang ito para sa akin.
I couldn't wait for more, and my hands caressed his broad shoulders, wide chest, neck, and face. His jaw clenched as he stopped kissing me, and I could hear his heavy breathing.
"Oh, baby," he hoarsely said, kissing the tip of my nose.
"I never thought that you were wonderful like this. It was the complete opposite than I expected." In his ragged breathing and I did the same. I was catching my air too.
Bahagya siyang natawa habang nilalakbay nang kamay niya ang likod ko pababa.
"Do you want to wait for our honeymoon?"
I shook my head, "no, I don't want to wait. Let's do it here. Let's do it now," I said in an almost whisper, trying to catch my breath.
"But I have one condition." Tumitig na ako sa mga mata niya at tanging kinang lang din ang naaninag ko. Saglit siyang huminto at hinintay ang maaring sasabihin ko.
"Don't turn on the lights. I want to make love with you in the dark. And please don't call my name, or else I will be out from here."
He let out a short sexy laugh, and I know that his looking right into my eyes.
As expected, this is the first time that Nestor meets Glorisha in a flesh. Narinig ko na mula kay Belinda na pangalawang beses lang silang nag-usap at sa cellphone lang din ito.
Everything was organised by each party, the parents of course. Parang negosyo lang din naman ang lahat, at kasama na ang kasunduan na pagpapakasal nilang dalawa.
"Okay, as you wish." He said and kissed me so hard, thrusting his delicious tongue inside my mouth. It was quick, and everything fell at each place while his kissing and hands ran into my body's sensitive parts.
"Ah. . ." I moaned, loud enough when his mouth captured my sensitive n****e. Napakagat ko na ang pang-ibabang labi ko at pilit na pinigilan ang boses ko.
The intense pleasure he made, suckling my breast and playfully biting and flicking it with the tip of his tongue, drove me crazy, almost heaven-like paradise. He did the same with the other, and his hands slowly parted my legs and settled on my most wet delicate part.
Nahinto agad siya at naalarma ako. Huh, pangalawang beses na yata ito? At ano na? Aayawan na naman niya ako?
"I thought - "
"You thought what?" Putol ko sa pagsasalita niya at ako na mismo ang humalik sa labi niya. I wouldn't care less what he will discover tonight as I'm willing to give myself to him.
"No! Don't stop, Nestor. Don't ever stop or I will kill you." Bulong ko sa tainga niya at rinig ko lang ang bahagyang pag tawa niya.
"I will not, baby. . . It's good to know so that I could be gentle." Agad na halik niya.
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C.M. LOUDEN