MY CHEATING HUSBAND

BLUEBELL'S POV PRESENT TIME Moans! Soft moans and groans of people making out in the bathroom was clear in my ears. My hands were already sweaty as I tiptoed a step further to listen clearly to what they were saying despite the fact that all the signs were true. "YOUR HUSBAND IS CHEATING ON YOU," Those words kept repeating themselves over and over in my brain driving me nuts. "Is it sweet?" He demanded for an answer. "Y-Yes," She gasped loudly. "Shhhh!" "Okay,"She mumbled as she continued moaning softly. I knew his voice, it was authoritative intense low pitched. My heart pumped blood twenty times faster and I could hear blood gushing behind my ears. I was sure Fern on the other side of the hotel could hear it. The terrible ghost  any married woman can encounter was on my house already. How could I have left this to happen? How could I not see it coming? Why was I so blinded? He was cheating on me with some b***h. The realisation that I could not satisfy him enough hit me really deep. Bile tasting at the back of my throat itched like hell and the food I had taken some minutes ago tried to make their way up my gut. My legs felt week and I slid on the wall to sit on the bathroom floor but Fern was already there. She held me by her arms and dragged me to where we were seated the entire time waiting for this drama to begin. It has just started and I knew there would never be an end. Cheating is just the beginning... "Mama," My first born Primrose whom I had no idea was accompanying my husband ran and held the hem of my grey sweater dress. "Hello beautiful,"I carried her up and kissed her cheek several times. "Is everything alright mama, your eyes are watery,"She mumbled looking innocently at me. "Your mother has an allergy that is affecting her". Fern was quick to answer my little flower before she could start panicking. "Where is your dad"I asked her despite Fern glaring at me begging me to stop. "What will you eat Rosy?" Fern asked. "Dad bought food for me and aunty,"She refused Ferns' offer shaking her head side by side. "Yeah?" Fern asked. "Yes aunty Fern, auntie fed me,"She gushed. I threw an angry look at Feel before facing my own daughter. "No one should ever feed you Rosy!" I raised my voice at her. "I am sorry mama," She said as I watched her eyes being blinded with tears. "Am sorry baby, don't cry. It's just that I don't like you being fed by strangers,"I told her holding her close to me. "But mum, she is not a stranger," "Let's go and pick some flowers Rosy, your mother is supposed to make an important call," Fern dismissed herself and I was left on my own. I rubbed my eyes severally removing all the mascara that was on my eyelashes. Drops of tears fell on the polished wooden table of that hotel. I was breaking down regardless of everyone in the nearby tables looking at me. I blew my nose and wiped the remaining tears that uncontrollably fell from my eyes like water from a faulty tap. I should not let myself feel like this. I wanted to smile but the thought of him making love to someone else and touching her the way she touches me just brought all the sadness back. "Bell," Oh no! He caught me crying. "You are crying, what's wrong honey,"He cleared his voice and walked to sit beside me. He wrapped his muscular hands around me and pulled me towards his chest and I cried even more. I guess I should never taken that initiative to prove that he was cheating on me. I should have just stayed in the dark and assume that Fern does not know what she was talking about. "What's wrong baby," He huffed lifting my chin up to look at him. Here we go, more tears kept flowing and I just ended up looking vulnerable and weak like a child in third grade. Is this even a part of a reason he is cheating on me? "You will be fine," He moved his hand back and forth my spine as he hummed silently to make me feel relaxed. I was still crying and letting out all the pain from my chest but then I heard that strange cheap cologne from that w***e he had been f*****g. "Your zipper is open,"I warned and looked into his eyes wiping the remaining tears from my eyes. "Huh!"His cheeks flushed red as he zipped his fly. "Is there anything you are not telling me Jared!"I couldn't believe my voice was not shaky saying that . "What are you talking about?"He pretended to be confused. "You know damn straight what I am talking about!" I cussed. "Am sorry okay, "He pledged and my heart skipped a beat. Holy s**t!is he going to agree that he was f*****g another b***h in the bathroom? Lord, am not ready for him to profess to me that he has a mistress. "I know you said I should take Rossy to school but I just couldn't let go of her at the school gate. I love our baby so much," He huffed staring at his hands. "We should get going Bell, we will get late for the gym,"Fern insisted after she walked on us before we could argue and probably kill each other in the end. "Bye lovelies,"He cajoled smiling coyly as his attention shifted to our baby. "You should have left me to confront him,"I barked after she finished dragging me out of the hotel. "He cheated," "I want to know that b***h!" I cried. "Will it make the situation and better?"She asked innocently pissing me off. "You don't know what I am going through, because you have never been cheated on," "Jesus Bell, is it my fault that he cheated on you," "Just screw this, if it were not for you, I will not have known, and maybe, I would never know." "Stop being so basic Bell," She screamed at the parking lot. "I am going home,"I stormed off using  the other route. "Please,"She yelled but I did not care to look. I was going to get myself run-over by a car. I couldn't stand the noises in my brain yelling that I am not significant. I am useless and I don't deserve to be happy.