BLUEBELL'S POV
"I wasn't expecting you this time,"Moss' nanny Nina stated as soon as she opened the door for me.
"Am home now,"I chuckled throwing my shoes in the air.
"Everything alright miss?"She wiggled an eyebrow as I looked around the house blankly, hoping it would realise that I am broken.
"I am fine," I scoffed walking to the dispenser to drink some water. The only thing I could control is to stay hydrated, now that I am being cheated on.
"You aren't,"Nina scolded me.
"Ok fine," I am not.
I walked briskly to my couch and threw myself on it helplessly.
"Mind to share,"She smiled gracefully walking to seat by my side.
"Nina, my husband has cheated on me and all I want to do is to scream to the whole world and kill that b***h she has been cheating with," I sarcastically stated drinking up some water to cool my body temperature that was abnormally high.
"Well, that's normal,"She huffed and I was just shocked.
"Leave!" I ordered.
"My husband cheated and I forgave him, men are polygamous by nature,"She surmised standing up.
"Leave my house this instant,"I screamed and she grabbed her bag and left fear depicted all over her face.
My baby Moss started crying and I just stayed seated staring blankly. Why am I like this.?Why does it hurt like this?
I walked to the kitchen and leaned on the kitchen counter. My body was heating up and everything was irritating to me.
My eyes had a glimpse of the stereo and I walked over there to blast some music.
I read it in people's status the music heals all pain and I just hoped it will do away with mine.
I heard my baby screaming angrily and that even sank my heart further. I turned on the steerio whatsoever, he better get used to the disappointment around this house.
He took after his father and just by looking at that pretty little thing, my heart would be vulnerable. I will want her to have a complete family, not like the one I grew up in.
I grinded on the kitchen floor, twerking and after ten minutes I had switched off the steerio and I was back to sobbing on the same kitchen floor.
Why me Jared. Is it because I am not of an hourglass figure? You did not even give me a chance to perfect all the flaws that made you embrace another woman.
My phone started beeping with messages and I had to drag myself to read them. I wanted answers, I wanted to hear everything. I have never felt this alone and useless.
My child had stopped crying and that was really none of my business this time. I never wanted to see him in my baby. Not now.
Fern
Girl
The woman looks farmiliar.
I wanted to ignore that text badly but it just turned me on. I wanted to see the w***e and beat the hell out of her. Distort his appearance and ensure that no man will ever look at her twice.
Me,
Is she pretty
Fern.
I can't lie, but she is.
Me,
Fuck you Fern
Fern
Leave him sis, free advice.
Me
Please, just let me be, okay???
Fern
I am just looking out for you as a friend.
Me
I don't see that.
Jay Love
I will be home in 15minutes, Rosy misses you so much. kisses.
I pushed my phone away and walked to my bedroom. The baby was still in the crib and I had to shut my eyes to ensure I don't look at him.
He was my heart and once I glance at him I would take three steps back.
I removed my dress and threw it on the laundry basket. I wore a Jay's black t-shirt and booty harem short whose length was just below my ass.
I was used to wearing Swahili dresses and maybe that's why he cheated. The dresses tend to hide my figure and I wanted to give him a reality check that I was still as hot as hell despite giving birth to two children.
I tied my silky chocolate hair in a neat bun and used my little wooden comb to neatly comb my fringe.
I looked at myself through the mirror and zoomed closely at my heavily-lidded swollen eyes. I tried smiling but even the thought of it just pissed me off.
I hurriedly closed my eyes and walked to the kitchen to prepare dinner. I swear, I was just doing this for my baby Rosy, not him.
He can go eat her food and see if it will taste better than my food. I was enrolled in cookery class and no food can taste better than mine. Even in a five star hotel .
I looked through my fridge for something to cook and I remembered that we had not done shopping together for over a month.
Why hadn't I noticed this red light?
I walked through the front door and sat at the Porsche with my hands folded and waited for him. I had something to fight about.
The evening breeze hit my skin and it really helped a great deal in cooling my hot body. I walked back to the house and took a pack of cigarettes. It was long since I smoked and today I craved for it.
I had a thousand reasons to make myself feel better and even if it meant drowning in the ocean I would do it.
"Hey,"I waved at our newest neighbour who took the initiative to wave at me.
"One,"He gestured with his index finger.
"Come,"I gestured wiggling my hands and he walked towards me.
"Here,"I handed him the lighter and one cigar.
"I was just joking, I don't smoke," He gasped.
"Cool,"
"I have never seen you before," He cajoled.
"I know you, you are Tessa's dad,"
"Yeah, step dad" He stood corrected.
"I have not seen her of late, where is she?"
"She joined Boston University,"
"Oh,"
"Say hi"
"Sure."
A moment of silence trailed along before he finally spoke," Bluebell you look young," He said his eyes scanning through my legs.
"Thank you I guess,"I said after blowing off a puff. Then it dawned to me that he wanted to hit on me.
"Stop!"
"I have not said anything,"
"Do you want to flirt with me?" I threw a look at him.
"Well..."
"Shoot your shot,"
"What about Jay?" He asked.
"What about Agatha?" I chuckled.
"You are too hot,"He scanned by cleavage again.
"Tonight, at my basement,"I said as Jay's car parked on the parking lot.
Author's note
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