I am scared but I can't show him that. He looks me in the eyes with this seriousness, like this evil is staring at me, giving me a temptation, temptation to kill.
It's even stupid to think that killing would solve my problem, but I can't help but wonder, what if I kill this person, they want dead and I would have a murder on my head too and then I will know what it is like for Hiram.
Then we will be on the same page, we would be together.
He wouldn't have to think, like he is ruining my life. I would be a bad person too.
But as much as this idea sounds appealing, I cannot do this. I cannot at any cost choose death of someone just to improve my love life because that is absolutely wrong.
The scar man is still looking at me, and I can tell that he trying to read my thoughts and I c
