HEAVEN - lEIGH'S POV
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He can't even bare to look at me , his eyes keep on flicking down to the floor . I must be really unattractive for him , well probably because Emily is his type and I am nothing like her .
Where she has blonde hair , I have copper hair , where her eyes were a s**t colour , mine was green . What does he even see in her ? Why is it that the one guy I am romantically interested in , hates me ? But then again , it is probably just the stupid mate bond that pulls me to him , because I can't possibly imagine caring for such a heartless douchebag .
" Am I not someone you can love ?" the words fly from my mouth before I could even think . I sound f*****g desperate and I loath it . Look what he's doing to me , I am weak .
An alpha doesn't beg , an alpha takes what they
