My Baby Girl

You Need To Move On Christof

Christof POV

"Okay sir, ...................................... I can know more about that person, and I can keep you safe", he replied.

"Don't worry Jared, I will be fine, I have already lost Addison, I have nothing to lose now, I am already broken from inside, so don't take tension I will be fine, and tomorrow I will not be leaving my room, so please don't allow anyone to disturb me tomorrow, I will stay in my room the whole day, i will be finishing the pending work, so I will be busy the whole day Tomorrow, and I would not like anyone to enter my room tomorrow, I don't want any disturbance Jared, and it would be better for you to not enter my room Tomorrow, because I don't want any kind of disturbance", I replied.

"Don't worry sir, no one will enter your room tomorrow, I will not let anyone disturb you sir", he replied.

"Thank you so much Jared, you can leave now", I replied.

"Sir, can I ask you something?", He asked me.

"Yes you can ask me anything Jared", I replied.

"Why are you locking yourself again in your room, after so many months you have left your room, it would not be good for your health if you continue the same thing, I am worried about your health sir", he replied.

"Don't worry about me Jared, I will be fine, I just don't wanna keep any contact with anyone, I want to be alone, and tomorrow I want to complete all of my pending work, so that's why I don't want anyone to disturb me, I won't be having my lunch, and about my health, if I miss my one time meal, I can make it up by having nutritious fruits and salads, and I have my energy drink, I work out in my room, so don't worry about me Jared, I am okay", I replied.

"You stopped sharing things, you keep hiding stuff from me Christof, what happened to you, we used to share everything with each other, why did you stop sharing things along with me christof?"Jared asked me.

"Things change Jared, and I have changed, after Addison's death nothing has remained the same, my life has changed, it feels like my life is useless without her, sometimes I feel like ending my life, what is the use of having all this money and power!, When you can't save one of your loved ones, I am having so many bodyguard maids around, the security is tight, but I still lost my wife, Sara was right, I kept making enemies, because of my business, and now because of that I lost my wife, I blame myself everyday for my wife's and my unborn baby's death, if I would not have any enemies they would be alive today", I replied.

"Please don't blame yourself sir, no one can stop this from happening, everyone needs to die some day, we can't live in this world forever, and Addison's Time was up, so she died", he replied.

"Jared, how can you say this, okay I know why you are saying this, because you have not lost one of your loved one, right?, So you won't understand the pain and suffering I am going through, if you would lose someone you loved you would not be standing here and lecturing me about all of this, please leave my room Jared, I don't wanna talk to you", I replied.

"I am sorry Christof if you felt bad, I didn't mean to hurt, I was just trying to make you understand that..", I interrupted before he spoke another word.

"I don't want to hear another word Jared, I don't want to understand, so don't try to make me understand anything, it's useless, you will only make the situation worse, and yes call me sir, Don't call me by my name!!", I replied.

"What has happened to you Christof!!, Oh I am sorry sir!", You never said this to me anytime, we were childhood friends, you always told me that no matter what happens our friendship would never break", he replied.

"I will repeat this again Jared, people change, and after some incidents people change completely, so the same goes with me, I have gone through so much stuff which no one would ever understand, not even you Jared", I replied.

"I cant believe that you are saying this to me,you have never acted like this before with me, then why today, I am just worried about you, Addison is dead, you need to move on, she is not going to return back, you need to think about yourself, about you future, you cannot mourn for your entire life, I don't want you to regret the decision that you are making now, by staying sad the entire time, I don't want your health to be spoilt, I would never like that Christof, I have always cared about you", he replied.

"If you would care about me Jared, you would have never said those words, I lost the love of my life, how can I move on, it has just been 10 months, after the incident, how can recover, how can I forget about her Jared, how can you say this so easily, it's my life, I know what to do with my life, if you would be my best friend you would understand my situation, you would believe me when I told you that Addison is alive, you would not think that I have lost it, like how the others feel, including my mother, you would have not called a psychiatrist for me", I replied.

"I called the psychiatrist so that you could share your feelings with her, she would help you, death of Addison was affecting your mental health, you know what can happen if your mental health is not stable,you can go crazy, I thought about you that's why I appointed a psychiatrist for you, but you refused to meet her", he replied.

"I refused because I didn't need her Jared, my mental health is good, I can't understand why are people interfering in my life, my mom she is in search of a girl for me she is forcing me everyday, I told her how many times that I am not interested in marrying, do you know that she is blackmailing me, she said that if I didn't choose a girl to marry, she would end her life, I am just prolonging this meeting thing with a girl, my mom's choice, and do you know who told her this, the ex manager, whom I fired, I am in search of him, but he is hiding somewhere, because he knows that if I found him, he is going to be dead, for how long will he hide some day he has to come out of his den", I replied.

"Christof, I don't know what to tell you, you have always handled all your situations by yourself, why can't you handle these", he replied.

"I don't know Jared, I don't know what to do, after she leaves I cannot think of something else, she is the only thing that I can remember", I replied.

"I wanted to tell you one more thing, but I don't think that this is the right time", he replied.

"Tell me Jared, there is no right time for me, just tell me, what do you want to tell?", I asked him.

"Anna and Sara wanted to keep a memorial for Addison, she needs a prayer service, so that her soul can rest in peace, but we are waiting for you to give approval, because we will be needing you there", he replied with a soft voice.

"Are you serious Jared!!!", I said while banging my fist on the table, and by throwing the glass of wine on the floor.

"How many times should I tell all of you?, Addison is alive, why does she need a memorial service, she is not dead, why you all want to kill a alive person, how many times should I tell all of you to mind your own business, Addison is my wife, and I am the only one who can take any decision of her in her absence, no one else has the right to take any decision regarding Addison, she is only mine, and I am the only person who cared about her here, none of you care about Addison, nor you, anna or sara, so just stay away from my wife, this is the last warning I am giving all of you", I replied.

"If Addison would be alive, we would have found her body, Christof, but we didn't, because she is dead, she fell from a cliff, no one has survived after falling from a cliff Christof, you need to understand this, don't you know what people are talking behind your back, because of this behaviour, your maids and the workers, they are all gossiping about you, about this behaviour of your, everyone has lost their loved ones Christof, but none of them have reacted like you, people need to move on, and you need to move on", he replied.

"Jared this is the last time I am telling you don't interfere in my life, and I don't care about people and about their gossips, for how many days will people gossip, 1 week?, 2 weeks?, Or may be a month, later on they will get tired and they will eventually stop, I don't care about people you know that very well, from day one I used to not care, whom I cared the most about, left me years ago, and the second one, I lost her, so I don't have anything else to lose, after losing Addison", I replied.

"I just want to tell you one thing Christof, think about Addison, think about the service we want to keep for her, she needs her soul to rest in peace, she needs a service, because of you stubbornness don't make her suffer, let her rest in peace, she didn't get much in her life, but she at least deserves a memorial in her name, we can donate things to the poor in her name, think about this Christof, and let me know", he replied.

"My answer is still going to be the same Jared, I don't need to think anything, I know what to do next, please leave me alone for some time, I am done listening to you", I replied.

"I will call someone to clean this mess which you have done, you don't know what your doing when you are angry, you need to keep control on your anger Christof, please take care of your health, and think about what I just told you, I know that you will understand soo, I know it's difficult to move on, and forget about the past, but we can at least take care of our heath, and distract our minds, you can distract your mind by working, and leaving your room, if you stay in your room, your past will haunt you every day Christof", he replied.

"Don't worry about me Jared, the past won't haunt me, nor will it affect my health, you have a wife now, think about her, protect her, you can just learn from the mistakes that I have done, keep your wife safe jared", I replied.

"Yes I sir, I will always protect anna, and I will always be with her whenever she needs me, but about whom I am more worried is you sir, I would not like you to go into depression", he replied.

"Don't worry Jared, I won't go in depression, I can handle myself", I replied him

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