Hawk

16 - Getting what I want

Brooke

“Do you wish we could have known about Gabe from the start? You know, wish you could have been there through the pregnancy and the birth?”

Hawk looks at me for a moment before nodding his head. “I do, but nothing will ever change the fact it didn’t happen. It doesn’t alter how much I love him, Brooke. The bond is still so powerful.”

I smile because I know that to be true. Hawk and Gabriel have an incredible father-son bond. They’re going to be close in the years to come, and that makes me so happy. I am so happy that I want to do it all over again; only this time, I want us both to experience everything.

I know my son is only two months old, and it’s way too early to want another baby, but the fact remains that I do. I’m not saying I want it right now, but I don’t want to wait too long. I hope Hawk wants it, too.

“I want us to have another baby.” Hawk raises his eyebrow at me. “I know that sounds crazy, but we didn’t get to go through it with Gabe, and I want us to experience it all together. I’m not saying we should have a baby right now. I mean, in a year or so. If you don’t want any more kids, then that’s okay.”

It’s not okay, but I can’t push the subject if Hawk doesn’t want any more children.

Don’t get me wrong; I’m happy just Hawk, Gabe, and me. We don’t need more kids to make us complete. But I have this weird yearning inside of me.

Hawk cups my cheek and smiles. I instinctively smile back because I can't help myself.

“What are we waiting for?”

I open my mouth to reply, but he’s on me like butter on bread. He’s all over me, tongue fuckin.g my mouth, hands tearing away my clothes. I’m not ashamed to be naked in front of Hawk; he’s seen me naked every day since I’ve been back. Having him as naked as I am, his body touching mine, his lips touching every inch of my skin is everything.

He lays me down on my back, and I run my fingers through his hair while he kisses my neck. I close my eyes and absorb the feeling of his mouth on my tender nipple.s. I’m hot and wet, and I ache so badly my stomach tightens each time his tongue flicks my nippl.e.

“Dante,” I groan his name.

“What do you want, baby?” He asks while looking into my eyes. I see so much love in his eyes, and I hope he sees the same thing in mine.

“It’s been so long since I felt you inside of me. We have all night to play, but I want you right now.”

“All in good time, beautiful.”

“Touch me, Hawk, please.” My eyes roll as Hawk’s lips and tongue slide down my body. “Oh!” Escapes my throat when he bites my erect nippl.e. The feeling of his mouth teasing my body is out of this world.

I close my eyes and remember all those crazy times I’ve let this man tie me up and how I let him do such wicked things to me. God, but I loved it!

Hawk has a way of making me say things that I would never speak to anyone else. He could get me to do things that no one else could, have me say yes to him, and allow him to do whatever he wanted to my body. No one could ever do that but Hawk.

“I have to taste you, Brooke.” He mumbles against my stomach.

My eyes roll. It’s been a long time since I felt his mouth on my puss.y.

I slide my hands into his hair, and I push him down my body. I want to feel his warm tongue on my folds, on my clit. I want to feel him biting at me, making me cu.m for him.

“Sh-hit.” My ass shoots off the couch the second Hawk sucks at my puss.y. I feel like I’m on fire. My stomach muscles are tightening to the point that I’m losing my breath!

“Jesus.” I groan under my breath before screaming as I cu.m without warning. I feel like I’m in a world of my own. I feel like I’m flying!

I hadn’t even felt Hawk straddle my chest. However, I feel his cockhead nudging my lips. I smile and open my eyes as I snake my tongue out and tease the tip of his coc.k.

Hawk sucks in a deep breath and bites his lip.

He keeps his weight off of me – he’d crush me otherwise – while slowly sliding his dic.k in and out of my willing mouth. I smile as he teases me.

“Suck me, baby,” So I do.

There is nothing more erotic in my mind than when my man looks me right in the eye while I suck his beautiful coc.k. Something amazing always passes through us, and neither one can look away. I can see in Hawk’s eyes, and I feel in the way he’s rocking into me, as his body tenses, that he’s close.

I moan around the length of him, and he pulls out of my mouth sharply. My eyes widen with glee when he climbs off me, grabs my wrists while sitting back on his heels, and pulls me against him. I giggle and wrap my arms around Hawk’s neck.

We kiss hard and fast, and Hawk grabs my legs and wraps them around his waist. I gasp against his mouth, eyes rolling as he fills me to the brim on the first thrust. God, I’m so gloriously full of him.

His lips attack my neck, and I’m moaning as I ride him. I can’t even stop myself from grinding into him, clutching at him as he holds my ass in his big hands and drives himself deeper and deeper.

“Christ, I’ve missed you.” He hums in my ear.

“I’ve missed you, too.” I bite into his shoulder, trying to push back the scream of pleasure trying to escape my throat as he fuck.s me with so much passion I’m cumming again!

“Hawk,” I groan his name. I can’t stop the convulsions hammering through my body.

“Fuc.k! Brooke! Fuc.k, I’m cumming!” I feel his seed filling me, his big, thick coc.k throbs and empties inside of me, so deep my womb is dancing with happiness.

We’re sweating and breathing hard, clinging to each other for long moments after. I smile while kissing Hawk’s sweaty shoulder. He strokes the back of my hair, and I feel content.

“Do you have any idea how much I love you?”

I lift my head from Hawk’s shoulder and my hips from his so that he can slip from my body, which, of course, makes me gasp. I take his face in my hands. “I know how much you love me, Hawk, and I know you know how much I love you.”

He smiles at me, and I fall deeper in love with him.

“We should shower before I have to express. The milk is filling up.” I touch my tender boobs.

“Once you’re done with these,” I laugh out loud when Hawk grabs my breasts in his big hands. “Daddy’s gonna ravage them all night long.”

I visibly shudder and clench my puss.y at his words. “Yes, Daddy,” I whisper against his mouth.

That’s just what he does, ravages my body all night long. Christ knows how I coped the following day, but I walked a little strangely. It was noticeable to Maria, who pointed out with a laugh that Hawk must be a big boy with a big appetite.

I found out over the following days just how big his appetite for me was.