Remembering my vampire husband.

1●1 Tears of a Birdy

Kennedy

Robby was so different. He was a man now.

He had his mother's beauty and his uncles sexiness. He was making me feel things as his aunt I knew I shouldn't feel for this boy, er man.

His body was all muscle and toned warm skin. His dark hair was cut in a way that a nice chunk hung over one eye.

I watched him as he put his hand in my blouse.

I didn't stop him. He was breathing very heavy now.

I felt him firmly against me, he moved thrusting his erection against my pelvis, moaning and whimpering.

He kissed me again, this time he used his tongue. I tried not to react to him, but my body was full of B12 and fresh blood, I had this energy humming inside of me.

I relaxed back and my legs opened on their own.

" Robby, you are so strong." I said in a whisper.

He cried out as he lost control and bit my blouse, tearing the material with his sharp canines.

I knew he wanted to claim me. He wasn't inside me, so he settled for my blouse as he found his release in his own pants, grinding up against me.

He fell limp in my arms.

" I..I didn't mean to do that. I was so excited that you are letting me love you this way, Kennedy. I'm so embarrassed, f***!" He ran his hand through his cute hair.

I smiled at him.

" I'm so honored you chose me as your first Robby, I am your first right?"

He shook his head. "But we didn't do it."

I sat up on my elbows.

" Robby, I want you as my lover. I need to talk to Howle first. I know it's the lycan way, but...I'm old fashioned.

I don't want to do things lightly. I owe your mother a phone call too now, don't you think?"

He nodded silently.

I called Rena.

" Hello, what's wrong with my son?" She automatically asked me.

" Oh, hello ex lover, nice to talk to you as well." I said back to her, sass in my tone.

" Just tell me." She said.

" Oh, I just wanted you to know he arrived safely, that's all. Have a nice day."

I hung up on her, feeling the sting of her coldness towards me, I wasn't going to tell her anything ever again.

Robby said," See, full b***h mode again."

I nodded.

I didn't call Howle. I was too upset and didn't want to tell anyone anything ever again.

My phone rang.

" Hello?" I said, knowing now that Lucas was with Rena.

" Hey, sorry about that, Rena and I were...well we were busy. How is everything in the states?" Lucas asked me in a friendly tone.

I believe I understood then. They were making love, I interrupted.

" Just letting Rena know Robby was here. I'll let you two get back to it. Goodbye Luke, I hope...well I hope you are very happy."

" I'm a vampire, I don't do feelings, you know this. What's wrong?" He was pressing me to talk.

" Oh, okay be right there!" I yelled. "Gotta go, Robby and I are on the road. He needs me to pay for the gas."

Robby started to laugh.

I pointed my finger at him and made the I will kill you by slowly sliding it across my neck.

Rena was definately listening.

" Dont hurt my boy Kennedy." She said softly.

" Oh, no worries. All sunshine and roses over here. Well have a good time. We will try not to bother you two love birds. Eh..I mean lovers..oh never mind."

I hung up. Love bird was Luke's name for me, I guess Rena had it now. I let Robby hold me.

" I'm going to shower, then we can head out." He said.

I nodded, smiling a very fake plastered smile.

I felt something very deep inside of me, way past my consciousness, past my bad memory, beyond my body and right smack in the center of my very soul.

I was broken hearted at the loss of my Vampire husband. He was mine, not hers, mine.

I texted Lucas.

" Don't contact me ever again, promise me."

He called me.

" Why, what did I do?" He asked.

" Lucas, I'm not me. I need to find myself again. I can't do it with vampire thoughts in my brain.

I will never love another vampire, well unless Weston comes for me.

That I cannot seem to get away from.

I'm sorry I did this to you. I know that everything is all my fault, so please Luke, don't contact me again.

I won't call you or Rena either. It's done. I am giving up on us. You both deserve so much better than me. Goodbye."

As I started to hang up, I heard his breath catch.

" No." was all he said. " Don't do that."

I was silent.

" Love bird. No." He hung up on me.

I was more confused than ever, he said that he had no feelings.

I think he might be longing for my blood, oh that makes so much more sense to me.

I felt a hot tear slide to my lip, it was salty.

I walked outside and cried.

It felt almost crippling this pain inside my heart.

Vega Rob was at my side.

" Oh, no honey. No tears. Never tears for a vampire. I heard him, he sounded kind of mean to me, but do not waste another tear on his cold heart.

You are a warrior, I will make you so hard. You just need a cold vampire like me to show you how to get strong.

I got you honey."

He held me as he steered me back into the hotel room.

Robby met us at the door, naked and wet.

His long muscular arm flew out and popped Rob in his beautiful vampire nose.

" That's your last warning, hurt aunt K and next time I kill you."

He turned around and went to get dressed.

Vega Rob held his nose. I poked my finger and gave him a few small drops of blood.

He pushed his nose back in place with a crack.

It healed quickly.

He nodded,"Thanks, I did deserve that, I hurt you. I'm sorry Kennedy. I promise I will make it right."

He hugged me and I felt his hand on my butt.

" The things I could do to you, mmm. This ass is so nice, full and firm. You are amazingly simple, until you pull back a few layers, then there is a very expensive, sought after pearl inside you. Thank you for showing me this part of you." He said seriously.

" You must mean my blood, yes...all vampires adore my blood like a very fine wine. I know, it's not in my control."

" Oh no Birdy, not your blood. It's you. Don't think that just because a wine taste devine it is any more important than the vessel that holds it, without the vessel it might as well be just like a flower, here today, gone tomorrow.

Your real beauty lies in your heart and soul. That's what your pearl is love.

That's what I meant, I don't have the gift of words, but you get me right?" He pinched me and then slapped my butt.

I smiled, then kissed him. It was meant to be a thank you kiss, but he held my chin and kissed me thoroughly.

I didn't resist him. Not many can resist a man that was saving you from yourself.

After a few moments, Robby cleared his throat.

"I see now that you do want to help my aunt, that's good, OK let's go guys. I'm driving."