Fireside secrets

They both want ME?

I led them up to the teachers lounge.

We went through the kitchenette, and all the way to the last room on the right.

The dean's office was in the next hallway over.

I turned the handle and pulled the door open. A broom closet with a mop bucket and cleaning supplies.

" Ok, this is it, I think." I said pointing to the small closet.

Coach shrugged.

The smart ass jock said,"Must be hard for the dean to get her work done from in here."

I snarled at him.

" No, not in here...through here."

We moved the mop bucket and a few cleaning products out of the way.

I knocked on the wall. Hollow.

" Let me find it, hold on."

I felt up the back wall until I found it, a small handle tucked behind the shelf.

" Escape door. All part of the..."

" Yes... we know the emergency plan." the jock finished sarcastically.

I nodded as I slid the pocket door open, revealing another closet. It went into the dean's office.

It felt weird snooping around the dark office. We all searched for the master keys.

Coach found them in a panel on the wall. Shining his flashlight, he looked at each key ring until he found caretaker.

" Ok, got it, let's go to our rooms and pack a bag. We don't want to be going back and forth to get things." He said as we started to move back to the closet.

" Yeah, don't forget your tampons Jan." the jock said sarcastically.

I whispered back to him.

" I never could use those...too tight ya know?" I winked at him.

He stopped in his tracks, I could see his Adam's apple bobbing up and down.

I kept walking in the dark and bumped right into coach. His back was like a damn wall.

He put his hand out and grabbed mine.

" Stay close to Scooby-Doo. We got a mystery to solve Daphne." He teased.

It did kind of feel like a cartoon.

I felt the jocks breath in my ear beside me.

" What do you mean too tight?"

I took his hand, grabbing his pinky and squeezing it in my fingers. "Tight."

I heard him groan.

For some reason I felt comfortable enough to tease him. Must be the darkness. I didn't have to see his face. It made me brave. Or it was the pills talking.

" You're killing him you know." coach said laughing.

I didn't know, I never flirted like this. I turned to Thomas and stopped walking.

" I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. It was me being a smart ass." I admitted.

Thomas put his hands out in the dark, they landed on my breasts.

" I didn't think you were being a smart ass. I thought you were flirting with me." He said.

I put my hands on top of his.

" How do my t**s feel?"

" Big." He leaned down and licked my neck.

" Sorry, I wasn't aiming for them. But now that I'm here...I want to taste you." He whispered.

I leaned up on my tip toes and licked him back, right on his nose...yuck.

" Sorry, I don't know where you are. Was that weird?" I asked ducking my head down.

What he did next sent an explosion of warmth straight to my groin and filled me with arousal.

He tweaked my n****e with his thumb.

I sucked in my breath.

" You guys coming or what?" Coach said as he aimed the flashlight our way.

Thomas stepped away quickly and grabbed my hand, pulling me with him.

" Coming, sorry we can't see shit."He said.

Once we were back in the main hall, we all split up. Each one going to their rooms to pack.

I put my things into a bag and made sure I had all my necessities, including a few tampons, I lied Ok?

Trudging back down the stairs in complete darkness, I set my back down on the last step so I could get some food and coffee from the café.

I saw that the boys were already there, again drinking beer.

Where did they even find alcohol?

I heard Thomas laughing with coach. He was talking about s*x.

" I could bag her, real easy. she's primed for it man." He told coach.

" Nah, she's not your type Tom. That girl needs a smooth lover to coax her out of her little shell. A real man, ya know?" he drank deeply after that.

" Uh oh? Really? Like you? You know what...I'm going to bet you. I will make a bet that I will have her hot little ass in my bed before the stroke of midnight, say Christmas eve?" he said as he finished his beer and cracked open a new one.

" That's bullshit and you know it! January isn't the type of woman to fall for your sleazy lines. I mean...she is like a straight arrow. She is not putting out for a jock like you."

I felt anger rise in my throat, like bile. How dare they talk about me and make bets about sleeping with...no f*****g me.

" She's not a cheerleader. Those girls are all over you. You just want her because she's like...a unicorn. She's smart as a tack, funny, beautiful, and you saw her smoking hot body the day we arrived. I get it. If I wasn't a professor here, or in a relationship...I'd like to have her myself."

I almost choked hearing professor Bellstone talking about me...me a nobody.

I mean...I never had s*x with a man in my life. They both found ME sexy?

I needed to seriously evaluate my ego. I don't feel sexy. Well...maybe that one time I was in the auditorium. Yes..definitely that one time.

I mean even Adam never made me feel like I was special.

I slowly backed away from the boys and stumbled over my bag, falling on my butt.

I knew they heard that.

I hurriedly stood up and grabbed my bag.

" I'm here! Where are you two?" I shouted, hoping they didn't know that I had over heard them both.

Both of them wanted me...really?

My chest began to rise and fall with emotions I could yet name.

They both wanted me.

I waited for them to grab their bags and join me in the hallway.

Thomas reached out to take my bag for me, professor Bellstone took my hand.

" Ok, ready January?" he said, squeezing my hand.

I swallowed thickly. Was I ready? I mean to be alone with these boys, er...men. Very good looking men that desired to sleep with ME? Really?

I nodded mutely. I had no words.

I let them lead me out the door, into the beautiful frozen winter snow and straight to my future.

I knew deep down that my life was soon going to change and hell yah...I was ready. I am 21 and possibly a virgin. I am ready.

Of course I had that niggling fear bubbling inside that I was not a virgin. I hated to think about that evil man. I let him hold me back far too long.

He was a very close friend of my father's, they fished together for years. I knew he was in prison now. His name is Ronald Parson. He is my personal monster.

The puppet master. He controlled everything I did and how I pushed people away.

I squeezed Eivan's hand. I mean if I was going to seduce these men, I should probably use their real names right? I felt something primal start to unfurl inside of me. I was hungry for it.

Not sure what IT was, but my p***y did, and it was taking control.