Fireside secrets

Take a walk with me....

January POV

" Come talk to me?" Ivy asked me, as I sat outside on a stump by the campfire. I uncrossed my legs to stand up.

Thomas was sitting next to me feeding dry branches into the orange flames, he didn't meet our eyes, keeping his head down.

" What can't be said in front of Tommy?" I stood, placing one hand on a sulking Tommy.

"Go J." He said, motioning at Eivan a phoney smile plastered on his full lips.

As his eyes rose to Eivan, shadows danced all over his pretty face in the firelight.

I licked my bottom lip thinking about Tommy's warm hands roaming my sun kissed skin earlier.

Leaning my head down and playing with Tommy's wild hair, which was bleached out and styled by the sun and wind.

Damn it was sexy as hell.

He put his face up and accepted a lingering kiss.

The level of island passion went from zero to one hundred with just a soft touch or a simple sultry look.

Eivan cleared his throat, impatient now at our playfulness.

Tommy smacked my butt when I stepped away, making me jump up. "Ouch brute!"

Barely waving goodbye, Ivy yanked me to him as he drug me down the sand bar with him.

" I need you to understand something J." Eivan strode quickly, the moon was high and bright tonight. I thought it was a lovely night.

Ivy's shoulders hunched forward as he walked, obviously deep in thought.

His strong fingers intertwined between my own pulling up to a quick stop and facing me.

" I am a coach. I can't get involved with my players. I have my own code. I'm sure you are both upset with me, but on this I'm never going to budge."

I lifted my head so he could see my glossy eyes in the moonlight. "Quiet now baby."

Smiling up at him, I held his proud chin in my fingers.

This had nothing to with his personal code and everything to do with being scared to be labeled. And..guess what?

I'm the one who's facing labels the most here. I mean...two men.

I brushed my lips over his lovingly, as the 'coach' in Eivan pushed away from me.

Totally Ignoring me to be quiet, he continued expressing himself.

He went on and on about his 'code' and the expectations placed on him as a respected professor at Greenmire.

I was only half listening to be honest.

My mind wandered to bedtime in the blanket fort later tonight.

I didn't want another night where everyone felt awkward.

But, I was determined to respect everyone's wishes, as long as they aligned with my own.

" Can I tell you something Eivan?" I wrapped my arms around his trim waist.

He nodded, tapping my head with his chin signaling me to speak.

" Tommy hates that he made the mistake to kiss you, but he is the type of lover to do what feels good, he's very...sensual.

He's probably a little less reserved than you and I are about s*x.

" You think?" he raised his brows.

"I want to respect you both and set up some new boundaries.

We can no longer all have s*x at one time.

And...we should give eachother privacy to be alone."

He rubbed my back as his palms spread down over my butt. I pressed my hips up towards his.

"As you wish, J."

He seemed happy about this. A bit too happy.

" Ivy, can I ask you if you've ever wanted to...well you know, love me from behind, behind.

Like take me in the no no place." I bit my lip and twisted my hair around my finger. I wasn't sure how to approach this.

" January!" He stopped cupping my butt and pulled back to look down at me.

" Are you sure you want to try something like this?" I could feel he was growing excited.

" Have you ever done something like that before?" I asked him as I moved my fingers up and down his hairy chest.

" No. I can honestly say that it hasn't happened, yet. But J, do you really want to try stuff like that, I mean you are kind of new to love making?"

" I want to do everything. I really want to please you. Would that please you Ivy?" I cupped his erection.

" You and I just spending time together pleases me. I don't need you to try and spice things up. I can barely control myself when you look my way as it is."

" Well, what would you say if I told you that Tommy and I have already...explored this. Would you be jealous?"

I lied to him. Tommy and I never did this. But....I wanted Ivy to feel left out.

" Uh, when did you both...uh do that without me?" he was frowning at me now.

I shrugged.

" Did it...mmm..go well?" his finger slid between my crack as he tapped me there. I squeezed my thighs together and raised up on my tip toes.

" I don't think we should really talk about what we do when the other person isn't around. Sorry I mentioned it." I said as I moved away from him.

Not really sorry.

" Better get back huh?" I started walking backwards towards the fire.

***********

Sitting on my chair by the fire, Tommy asked me to go for a walk now.

I excused myself and held hands with Tommy as we strolled down towards the water.

The rhythm of the waves crashing in the surf felt romantic tonight.

" What did Eivan have to say?" he asked, sounding a little defensive.

" Well he has ideas about his reputation and his "code" that he needs to uphold, I think keeping things separate between us three should help."

He nodded as he picked up his stride, seeming agitated.

" Tommy, Eivan and I played around with this thing called tantric s*x. Do you have any experience in this?"

Tommy shook his head.

" What did he do...or uh...I mean when did this happen?" he wrapped his arm around my waist possesively.

" Oh, never mind. I think we should not tell eachother what we do in our private encounters. Sorry."

He kissed my neck, then my chin and up to my lips.

" Tell me." He nipped my bottom lip.

" Well, it's about lasting orgasms and really taking time to connect to eachother. Breath works, rhythm, deeper connections." I lied, this was something I read in a book, Eivan and I never did this.

" Well...we better get back right?" I said, turning quickly around before he caught my grin.

*********

Later that night, as we snuggled in bed, Eivan pressed himself tightly up against my butt as he began to breath deeply in my neck.

"You feel good babe." He whispered.

At the same time Tommy took my hands in his own, our fingers twined together, as he stared into my eyes, breathing deeply with me, in and out.

His chest pressed against my own as I inhaled, he exhaled.

I knew I was playing dirty by exciting each of them with my lies.

Both of them feeling like they missed out on something that the other had done with me.

As things got heated, I said,"New boundaries boys, remember?"

Then rolled onto my stomach and covered my head with my blanket.

" Well, gnite." I said abruptly.

Was it fair to play these games?

I smiled under my covers.

Who said I had to play fair? They were, after all both mine.

If I wanted to start a little fire in their groins, I would.

Tommy lay back and sighed.

Eivan groaned as he adjusted himself before settling in.