Willow's Struggle

Enjoying Time With Evan

    When we got back to my house, we went straight to my bedroom.  I went to the bathroom and cleaned the little bit of make-up off of my face.  Evan had his shoes off and had himself propped up against the headboard when I walked out of the bathroom.  He looked up from the screen of his cellphone and smirked at me as he said, "Get your sexy little ass over here."

    I gave him an eye roll and walked over to my sketching table instead.  As I looked down at the sketch of my dress, Evan came up behind me and moved my hair to one side of my neck, then he started leaving featherlike kisses along the bare side of my neck.  It didn't take long for him to wrap his arms around me and start massaging my perky breasts.  I leaned back into him as I moaned a little.  After a few minutes, I spun around and pushed him backwards onto my bed.  He looked into my eyes as he huskily said, "I want to show you how much I love you."

    I quickly closed the gap between us as I walked the few steps to my bed and climbed over him to the other side.  As soon as I laid back on the pillow, he climbed over me and hovered his face over mine as he asked, "Is that your way of giving me permission?"  Instead of saying anything, I laid a hand on the back of his neck and pulled his face down to mine, making his lips crash down onto mine.  In no time, he was licking my bottom lip asking for entrance, which I gave him right away.

    He kissed me passionately as he moved his hand back to my breasts, taking turns massaging them.  I could feel myself getting wetter by the second.  When I broke the kiss needing to breath, he continued to kiss down my jawline and to my neck, where he kissed and nibbled for a few seconds before moving back to my lips.

    This time as he kissed me, I could feel one of his hands fumbling with the buttons of my blouse.  Slowly he unbuttoned his way down the shirt.  Once he got the last button undone, he broke the kiss and pulled my blouse open, revealing my perky breast that were partially covered by my lacy light pink bra.   He slid his hands under my back and quickly unhooked my bra strap.  He pulled me up to a sitting position, then sensually removed my blouse and my bra the rest of the way.

    He gently laid me back so that my head was resting on the pillow again, then brought his lips back to mine for a slower more gentle kiss.  He continued to massage my perky t**s, while he rolled my hard n*****s between his fingers, causing me moan in the process.  When he pulled away from the kiss, he immediately kissed his way back down to my neck, where he nibbled a little along his way further down my body.  When he reached my chest, he waisted no time pulling one of my breasts into his mouth.  As he gently pulled my n****e between his teeth I moaned even louder as I arched my back wanting more.  He chuckled then moved to my other breast as he continued to touch and play with my body in the best ways possible.

    After a while, he started moving down more as he continued to kiss my abdomen.  When he reached the top of my skirt, he looked at me in the eyes to see if I would object.  When I bit my bottom lip and nodded my head at him, he slowly unzipped my skirt on the side.  He hooked his fingers into both my skirt and panties then slowly pulled them down the length of my legs, while leaving featherlike kisses along the way.  Once they were off, he kissed his way back up my thigh.  When he reached my dripping wet p***y, he wasted no time using his tongue to lick up my slit.  He stopped when he got to my clit, where he flicked his tongue over the little bundle of nerves.

    I had been keeping my hands at my sides until now.  The pleasure he was giving me with his tongue was too much.  I buried my fingers into his hair as I arched my back and moaned loudly.  After of a few minutes of teasing me in the best way possible, he kissed his way up my body and stopped by my ear, then huskily asked, "Do you want me?"

    I brought my mouth near his ear, then sensually licked his earlobe followed by a little nibble.  After a second, I whispered, "More then you can imagine."  

    He groaned then smashed his lips back to mine for another passionate kiss.  When he broke the kiss, he stood up and undressed himself.  When he climbed back onto the bed, he hovered over me again as he brushed his knuckles over my cheek while smiling from ear to ear.  He huskily said, "I love you so damn much.  I can't believe I am here staring into your beautiful eyes again."

    I smiled back at him then tangled my fingers in his hair as I pulled his face back down to mine for another kiss.  His lips are so soft, I just wanted to kiss him for hours.  After we kissed for a while longer, he reached his hand down and started rubbing his fingers between the folds of my p***y, making it part enough for him to be able to line the tip of his hard c**k to my wet entrance.  As he continued to passionately kiss me, he slowly pushed himself into me.  Instantly I wrapped my legs around his hips and arched my back wanting to feel more of him.  He wasted no time as he thrusted deep into me.  He started moving at a slow pace, while he continued to kiss and nibble on my neck.  When he started nibbling on my ear lobe, I eagerly grabbed his ass wanting him to thrust faster and harder.  He immediately obliged quickly bringing me to my climax.  As my walls clenched tight around his throbbing c**k, my whole body shook as I screamed out his name.  He continued to thrust into me deep and hard until I felt him shoot his c*m deep inside of me.  

    When he collapsed beside me, he had the biggest smile on his face as he turned to his side and trailed his fingers across my collar bone.  His eyes were so full of love as he gazed into my eyes, it was a little overwhelming.  I returned his smile as I said, "Damn, you have gotten better at that."

    He chuckled as he continued to stare into my eyes, then he said, "I am glad you enjoyed it."

    I pulled the covers over us and snuggled against him.  After a few minutes, I said, "I would like it if you stayed with me tonight."

    He hugged me close as he said, "I would love to stay here and sleep with you in my arms."

    I giggled and closed my eyes, enjoying being wrapped in his arms.  Before long I felt myself drifting off to sleep.

    When I woke up the next morning, he was still holding me close to him as he snuggled his face into my neck.  I tried to scoot away from him so that I could get up and take a piss, but he immediately tightened his hold on me and asked, "Where do you think you are going?"

    "I have to pee," I whined because he was putting pressure right on my bladder.

    I heard him chuckle before he released his hold on me.  I quickly climbed out of the bed and ran to the bathroom.  I was still naked from last night, but at that moment, I didn't care.  I took a piss then looked at myself in the mirror.  Immediately I noticed a small love mark on the side of my neck.  I also noticed there was a twinkle in my eyes for the first time in a long time.  My hair was a mess like it usually is in the morning, so I pulled it up into a messy bun.  Then I brushed my teeth to get rid of any morning breath before I walked out of the bathroom and straight to my closet.

    I pulled on a pair of lacy black thongs followed by a pair of black leggings.  After picking a yellow tank top with a butterfly in the middle, I threw on a white bra then the tank top.  When I came out of the closet, Evan was pulling his shirt back on.  He had already pulled his jeans and shoes on.  He turned around and pulled me to him, then wrapped his arms around me.  While hugging me, he kissed my temple then said, "Call me when you get home from work."

    "Okay I will," I assured him.

    He released me from the hug then dipped his head down to kiss me.  It was a sweet and gentle kiss.  When he pulled back, he stared into my eyes as he said, "I love you, kitten.  I will see you later."  Before I had a chance to respond, he turned and quickly left.

    I finished getting ready, then grabbed my purse and headed off to work.  As soon as Savannah laid her eyes on me, she said, "Oh my, look at you.  Somebody had some fun."

    I giggled at my silly boss, then cheerfully said, "I guess you could say that.  Where do you need me today?"

    "Section B is all yours today," she instructed as she made coffees for an order.

    "Got it," I said then walked to the office to put my purse down and get my apron put on.  Once my apron was stocked with all of the necessary items, I walked back to the front and got to work.  I had a short shift and the work day went by fast.  I wasted no time going straight home.  I didn't have time to take a shower before work and I was beyond ready for one.  

    As soon as I walked through the door, I ran straight upstairs.  I texted Evan to let him know I was home, then I hopped in the shower and let the warm water run down my body, cleaning all of the sweat and dirt off of me.  After the process of shampooing and conditioning my long, thick hair, I used my favorite body wash to clean every crevice of my body.  I loved tropical scents, so most of my soaps and what not smelled like coconuts, pineapples, mangos, or bananas.  

    It was my dream to one day own a house on the coastline.  I wanted to be able to look out of my window and see the ocean.  I wanted to be able to open my windows or door and hear the sound of waves crashing against the shore.  It was a lifelong goal I had set years ago after the one time my mom was able to take me to a beach on vacation.  I had very fond memories of our time at the beach.  Everything about it, from the warm temperature, to the smell and sound of the ocean eased any and all worries that I had at that point in time.

    I would definitely have to talk to Evan about this soon because if it was not something he would be okay with, then I would need to end it before my feelings for him got too deep.  I would not sacrifice my dreams for any man, no matter what.  This thought made me a little sad, so I pushed it to the back of my mind for the time being and grabbed my notebook.  My time with Evan had given me inspiration for a new song and I wanted to get it put on paper before it slipped from my mind.