Annie p.o.v
I saw an unfamiliar face opening the door, I hid my face properly so if she is one of our maids she will not recognize me, but I never saw her in my house. It means she is a new maid or maybe someone else... She is wearing her usual clothes, not the uniform, she saw me silently for some time then said,
"Oh, so you are the girl to get charity boxes. Hayden sir told me to remove all the things from his sister's room. I was informed that you will come in the evening!!!" She said I was struck at my tracks, so he is donating my things, Hayden how can you do this? It hurt!!!
But I have to control my emotions, I can not be weak in here it is a good chance to get my belongings from here, I also can collect my papers from my room.
"Yes, I am the girl to collect the donated things. Yes, I am sorry!!! I was going to come in the evening but our organization doesn't let us get out till late at night, so I thought just come here and grab the belonging as soon as I can..." I reasoned her so she didn't doubt me.
She looks me for some time then nodded her head.
"Okay, you may come inside. But you have to help me. I am the nanny of Baby Emara, I thought to backup the things but I didn't get time as you come in the early morning, so now you have to help me to pack boxes." She explained it, oh so she is the nanny of the little angel. I smiled thinking of my niece she was so small when I left. I want to see her but first I have to complete my work.
"Hello, come out of our daydreams, we have to clear everything soon... I have to do my work." She climbed up the stairs to my room, she motioned me to follow her, I start walking behind her.
As I climb on stair my heart start growing, I feel a ball of tears stuck in my throat. It is my house, my parents live here, I spent half my life here, I spent the best memories of my life, I can not live here now as my brother betray me, he did the worse to me. I can not meet with my parents, I can not see them, I can not live in my house.
Hayden and Charles you both will pay for it... I can not face all the questioning eyes towards me, I can not see the sympathy in people eyes for me, I want to see respect for me. I want to hold the power to let the world know that what I get the throw, what happened with me, I will tell my story to the world when I will hold enough power so people will not only respect me but they will fear to mess up with me.
I promised my self then prevented the tears coming down from my eyes, I wiped the wetness from the corner of my eyes. The girl stopped in front of my room door, I also stopped behind her she then opened the show for me, we both come inside... I felt like I came home.
A wind of peace and satisfaction hit my body when I saw my room, it looks like the same but the furniture is covered with white clothes. I can see just my wardrobe and dressing with my things all my clothes are scattered on the bed, there are few boxes on the ground. The many stopped in front of the dressing then start pitting my makeup stuff all in one of the box, she turned to me then said,
"Okay, hurry up girl!!! There is the wardrobe that starts putting clothes and stuff in those boxes. I packed the books and papers in one of the boxes. We have to pack clothes shoes and other stuff in all the other boxes." The girl said I came out of the haze then start moving towards my almirah.
I have to make sure I took all my things with me, as I don't want to miss my papers or another thing!!! My worth is my brother's eyes is trash but I will tell him what I am!!! What I can be... The thing he is moving out of the house as trash, I will tell him what I can do with it!!!
I thought to ask some questions from her as I want to know what happens after I left.
"So what is your name? How long you have been working here?" I asked, she shrugged her shoulders then said,
"My name is Lillian, I am working here for three months."
"Oh, okay!!! So how are the people here? I wonder the people treat you well?" I asked in a curious tone,
"Oh, yes!!! They all are good people, they take care of us like family. I wonder how can a girl in this family be this cruel that she didn't think of her parents before running away from her wedding." She said a stone hit my glass heart, it shattered into pieces again... I feel deep pain so they all think I run away from my wedding, I feel my eyes getting wet. No, I can not be weak.
"Oh, who told that the girl runs away?" I asked I want to know who is behind this all, she thought about it for some time,
"I don't know really!!! But Hayden Sir and their parents were so hurt. I think the man name Mr.Cahrkes told that she runs away, Hayden Sir was so hurt that she didn't care about their respect and dignity. But they all are fine now trying to forget about the incident." She said if she knows what they did!!! She wouldn't be showing such sympathy for them, so it was Charles, he said that I runaway. I grabbed the door of my almirah tightly just to cover the rag then I opened the wardrobe to find my locker locked, I moved my hand behind my clothes to check that the key is there... I found the key.
So it means one opened it from that time, I smiled internally as all my important things are in this locker. I saw the girl putting the stuff in the box, how will I open the locker in her present!!! I have to think about something!!! As I was going to say to her to get me some water.
I listened to a little baby crying, the girl becomes worried, she left the things there then look towards me,
"Girl, I have to go. Baby Emara is crying. I think she is awake from her sleep. I have to feed her up. Please can you do this all for me." She requested I nodded my head then she left my room.
I then did everything with such speed, I don't want anyone to spot me here, I texted Micheal to come up so we can carry boxes in his car. Micheal told me that he is waiting outside in the car.
I then grabbed the boxes taking it from my room to near the door, I thought to tell the girl that I am leaving also I want to see the baby one last time...
I move in the direction where the voices are coming from, I stopped at the door, the little angel was playing in the cart the girl was playing with her... I cleared my throat to grab her attention, she looks in my direction then motioned me to come inside, I walk inside the room then look towards her she has beautiful eyes like me... She is beautiful my niece is a copy of my features, I motioned the girl that can I touch her she nodded her head.
I touched her cheeks then took her in my lap, I kissed her cheeks she was melting in my arm as she found the lost love. I smiled, the nanny was watching in amazement.
"Wow, I wonder she is a very moody baby, she can not go to anyone also she didn't let anyone touch her, but look at you she is so calm." The girl said in surprise, I smiled then give it to her.
"Maybe she found some life in me. By the way, I am here to inform that I am going, one of my friends come to help me. Thank you for your help, take care." I said she smiled then said goodbye.
I came near the door then grabbed one box I opened the door, Micheal was sitting in the car as he saw me carrying stuff he came out then helped me put all the boxes in the back seat, then we both drove back to home.
I feel exhausted, I think emotions drain you more than all the work you do in the world, as in my case I think my new start is beginning from this day.