Chapter 1 - Seeing her again

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Jason Conners POV It has been five years since I've seen her... Angela and I broke up right before she left, I was going to give us a chance... Give our love a chance... When I got home I was in an empty home with divorce papers which I never had the balls to sign... I was unfair to her. I knew I had messed up and I knew she was never coming back. I believed rumours about her that weren't true. I feel so bad all Kay ever did was love me and I thought she hurt Angela... I should never have believed Angela when she said Kay did it, but I would get blinded by pure rage. And it was drilled in me to hate her so I tried with everything in me to hate Kay but I couldn't. I was her husband and I didn't protect her. I am still her husband because I never signed the divorce papers. I had to be there for her and I wasn't. I forced her to stay with me so I could make her life miserable. I am a terrible human being and I don't deserve a woman like Kay. It's true what they say you don't realise what syou had until its gone. I loved her and all I did was hurt her. She gave up her life, her birth right because of me. Well technically since I never signed the divorce papers everything still belonged to her. "President Conner, I spotted your ex- wife at the airport with a boy he looked exactly like you" Daniel Jones my assistant speaks bringing me out of my daze. My brain tried to register what he just said... I couldn't believe it, Kay left me, left me and took my son with her, she was pregnant when she left five years ago... Was that why she left me? Was it because I treated her like shi-crap and she assumed I would do the same to our son? She believed that I would hurt my own flesh and blood? I had no idea how to feel right now. Should I be happy she returned? Or disappointed that she didn't have any trust in me to take care of our son? I closed my eyes slowly trying to control my breathing. I remembered what I told her after we slept together of course she would run away after that. I snap my eyes open "Lockdown the darn airport, until I find her" I say getting up and rushing out of my office... Kay Conners you won't escape me this time! You'll be mine. I promise myself that I will make you mine. Jason Connors always gets what he wants and what he wants is you. God I hope she still loves me. I rushed out of the office and rushed to my car well Kay's car... I had kept Kay's old Jeep and I drive it to work when I drive myself. I've left everything the way she left it... I even clean her room myself when I go home sometimes it hurts too much to be there when she's not there... I wanted to show her that I wanted her back... I wanted to show her how much she means to me... About a month into her being missing the room no longer smelt like her so I would spray her perfume on the sheets and pillow cases. I didn't even tell Angela about me falling for Kay, I just told her I want to focus on my career... She didn't know I was married so I needed to keep it that way... But if Angela keeps interfering my life I would need to tell her there is no way I was going to let her mess up my one chance to reunite my family. Angela has not stopped calling me since our break up. I got to the airport... It was already locked down by my men... This is what I loved about Daniel he is always so efficient... I walk into the airport and start searching for her, I don't even know if she's changed her appearance in 5 years... She had always been beautiful, her blonde hair, blue eyes... The innocence that always lingered in those beautiful blue eyes. I remember how her blue eyes used to look at me with such love and how she would cook me supper every night and we worked the same hours sometimes she would work more hours than I did... I always found her cooking for me annoying, that's why I always worked later or went to visit Angela... funny thing is I miss her cooking now... And then I hear her voice... "Sorry sir could you please tell me why we can't leave?" I hear her asking I turn to see her standing with a boy on her hip I can't see his face he has his mothers blonde hair... She's wearing a pink loose dress with a pair of boots it looks like it was from our last season's collection... "Sorry ma'am but all we were told is that a child went missing and the parents are looking for her" The man behind the desk says I walk up to her... "Kay..." I call out, there was a lump in my throat so it came out as almost whisper out... I couldn't get anything else out... The lump in my throat grew ten times more I saw her body stiffen. She turns to me and her beautiful blue eyes goes wide eyed and she let's out an audible gasp... "Jason..." She managed to whisper out I look at the boy... His looking at me, his got his mothers eyes as well... But other than that he looks exactly like me... There's no doubt in my mind that this is my son no matter what she says, she can't cheat DNA "Hey buddy..." I say stepping closer to them. She takes a step back I stop... "Can I hold him please?" I ask her she looks at me in disbelief... "No..." she says And she walks away... I know she's angry but his still my son... She ran away with my son... I treated her badly after our marriage, I remember I thought she had a lover when we got married seven years ago, I called her a w***e, a s**t any name in the book I've called her... Kay had always been beautiful it's just that I always heard bad things about her that clouded my judgement and I believed them I believed she was a bad person... ========= It was one of my closest friend's bachelor party tonight... I told Kay not to expect me home early I'd probably sleep over at his place. I had finished work early we were going to a bar to party and get wasted... I arrived at the bar and everyone was already wasted and it was only seven p.m hours later, I found myself being so wasted I could barely see my hands in front of my face... All I know is my assistant drove me home and I don't remember much after the car ride... When I woke up the next morning I saw Kay laying next to me, I realized I was in her room, I had slept with the f*****g enemy. I was so pissed off that I left her room called my assistant to bring me a morning after pill and I went to take a shower I needed to get her off of me... Once I got out of the shower I got dressed when I went down stairs my assistant was waiting there for me, I grabbed it from him and made my way back to her room... She was awake, she was cradling her legs in her arms. "Here take this" I throw the brown paper bag at her "What is this?" she asks weakly opening it... "It's a plan B, always known as morning after pill. I don't want a child from a f*****g w***e so take the pill to make sure that doesn't happen" I snap at her She nods weakly tears running down her face... She opens the pills puts it in her mouth and drinks it down with the water next to her bed. You see if she does things like that it makes a person believe she's innocent, but she's not, she's such a good actress it almost broke my heart to see her fake tears running down her face... She got up taking the pill and ran into the bathroom, that's when I noticed something on the bed... I pulled the comforter away so I could get a better look... Blood... She was a virgin... So the rumours of her having multiple s*x partners was false? Are more of those rumors false? I rush out of the room. God this was too f*****g much my head felt as if it was being smashed apart. ==== That was the day when I realized, the lies I believed about her, after that I had done my research and none of those rumours were true but it was too late she was gone... She completely disappeared from the face of the earth... She had been putting money away secretly for months and one day she withdrew 250k dollars and disappeared... I've never stopped looking until today I never stopped looking... I have a son, she didn't even tell me his name... I would see my son again... I would see my little boy again, I would win his mother's heart as well even if it's the last thing I do
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