Oh b****y hell. This is the last thing I need right now if Kay sees this I know my last chance with her will go up in b****y flames. I know I need to explain the situation to her before she hears it from someone else. Fingers crossed she believes me. I walked up to where Kay was sitting. I need to explain things to her. I don't need her misunderstanding things, which could lead to me losing her. This was my last chance and I wasn't going to let this mess this up for me. I sat down in front of her and held her hands. "Kay, Seven years ago when we got married, I stopped being intimate with Angela. I know kissing her was wrong and I've always felt bad about that. I-I know I didn't love you then, but my father taught me to be loyal and I was, I would only go as far as kiss her nothing more