Lilly
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"You think this idea will work ?" I grab Rebecca's arm as she steps on to the long waiting line, in spite of my unsure feeling
"It will.
Don't worry , they will just ask you what's your age.
You just say twenty-one and show this fake ID
As far as I have heard, they don't even care to look at the ID cards if it's the girls.
Because more of girls ,more the attention in the club"Rebecca whispers as she steps in front of me.
I swallow the lump in my throat as I rub my sweaty palms against my tiny dress that falls right down my ass.
And my little boobs looks bigger in the body fit dress which is sitting like my second skin on my small body.
And I have two fears tonight and wishes.
One ,that I don't get caught in the home
Two ,that I don't fall in these five-inch heels which is making me feel like I'm hanging on the ladder.
Rebecca pulls out her fake I'd and smiles at the bald guy in front of the door who gives her a crisp nod as he unlocks the chain in front of the door and lets her in.
She smiles big as she turns back and mouths at me
"You got this "
And nodding my head ,I step in the front as it's my turn.
Stepping forward I lift my fake I'd.
Giving him a small smile, trying not to shake.
On God this is so tough, my stomach is burning as I stand in front of the front guard
"Name?"he asks ,arching a brow
"Lilly …huh
Its Lilly Harris " I stammer my words for a second forgetting what is in the card, my fake name for tonight.
The guy looks at me and at my I'd with his eyes trying to scan me while I stand shaking in front of him.
How did Rebecca do this so easily?
"Get it done quick Tommy
There's a large crowd waiting
We don't want the little fellas pick a fight in the line ,itself .
DO we ?" A deep voice breaks out and I turn around.
My breath hitches as I stare at the huge tall man who gets down from his bike
Black gloves on his hands
A cigarette in between his lips.
His hair gelled back
The rose tattoo on his fist, where his metal bracelet shine under the moon light.
The leather jacket which sits on his rock muscles, which looks so big.
"Yes boss " Tommy, the bald guy nods in agreement as he opens the chain for me and motions me to enter.
And I do.
My heels ticking against the floor.
My heart thumping inside.
And I turn around
To see the same guy
Apparently the boss for Tommy, maybe the manager who runs the club.
But he's gone.
For a second it all feels like a dream
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"Oh my god, that's enough" I mutter under my breath, as Rebecca finishes her fifth shots of tequila
While I am still on my first.
With a hesitation whether to drink or not.
I'm just scared with a thought what if my dad calls, and I'm drunk, wasted?
"Oh come on Lilly.
When will we get a chance like this?
No one has any idea who the hell you are.
And nobody is in a position to care either.
Drink up.
Loosen yourself
Be rebellious ,tonight.
Be a b***h you dream off and envy off in those movies you see every time" Rebecca moves closer as she whispers to me
And she's right Even though I don't want to agree on that
"One night Lilly.
Go have fun
Because when the night's over we need to get back into our daughter duties "she pats my shoulder as she gets off the stool ,in front of the bar
"I like that dude.
We have being exchanging flirty looks since the minute I walked in" Rebecca gushes as she points at the guy in the crowd
And I hit her arm which has put out ,directly pointing at the guy
making it very clearly
"What ?"she frowns
"Your drunk and your clearly making it obvious to the whole club that you are talking about that guy " I mutter ,embarrassed
"Come on.
Let everybody know.
I want to get f****d on my birthday" she scowls but grins and I look down at my watch
It's a minute away to twelve
And I scream out happy birthday as the clock ticks.
So loud that all the eyes glare at our direction and everybody cheers rhyming the birthday wish.
Mainly mocking my excited voice.
"Thanks baby
You're my best friend.
Now looks like my dream man is coming towards us" she whispers as she stands straight ,
And when I look up ,she's right.
The guy is on the way towards the bar where we are standing.
Maybe my excited scream ,made the whole town know that it's her birthday.
Great
"It's your birthday ?" He asks, with a smirk his eyes staring at Rebecca who nods with a big grin on her face like she got the cake pop ,with those sprinkles on.
"Birthday dance ?" He asks ,putting his hand out
And I blink, within seconds Rebecca is dancing with this unknown guy.
And within seconds she has disappeared.
I try to call her but I just get a text message.
But I continue to filling up her voice mails, as I run my hands scared.
"I'm fine Lilly mother
I'm going home with Stefan.
He's so hot
have fun, my little Lilly"
My jaw drops as I read the text again and again.
How can she leave me alone like this ?
I turn around staring at the crowd who are high on drinks and laughter.
And then I find him in the crowd.
Even though he has his back faced to me,
I know it's him
Like I have known him from years
And Rebecca was right
One night, a rebellious one.
I can do whatever the hell I want.
And drinking up the tequila shot in my hand in one go.
I adjust my dress as I walk in his direction.
Holding to the courage left in me.
I have flirted with guys, but they always chicken out when they learn about the background I come from, but today I'm not Lillian Holt
But I am Lilly Harris
And I can do whatever I want.
Even if it is flirting with this man who looks a little old for my seventeen-year-old self
But holy f**k ,the way he has built.
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My heart aches out of fear as I get closer and closer.
And I bring my little finger to touch him.
Making sure he is real ,that I'm not dreaming.
For a second I feel like this a bad idea, thinking why a man ,so handsome like him will show any interest on a naive girl like me.
But then I take a deep breath ,as I push my hair away.
Trying to be cool and sexy.
Maybe I look weird right now, but I don't care, I can always blame it on drinks.
And moreover when the night ends, Lilly Harris ends too
So here we go
I pat on his shoulder to gain his attention.
"Are you lost sugar ?" He asks ,his eyes narrowed as he turns around.