|ADELINE’S POV| He has feelings for me, and he’s had them for a long time.... what fever dream am I trapped in? Okay, my mind is feeling messed up. I don’t know what to feel, what to think. Do I like Rowan? I’m not sure. In his reality, we’ve known each other for as long as I’ve known Damien. But to me, it’s like I’m just getting to know him. So platonic feelings are not exactly what I felt when that man kissed me. It was almost like I was coming to life for the first time ever. It was different, really different from what Damien and I had. And what we had was good. I feel bad. I feel like maybe I can still change things. Maybe we can make it work, and maybe- but when I think about this, I remember how things were good. How we planned our wedding together, we laughed, we kissed, we had