|ADELINE'S POV| Sitting by the pool, I waited with bated breath as Rowan reviewed the letter from crow. The one that talked about what I had to do to get the other fallens to trust me. I'd like to be able to meet this crow and ask about my brother. Was he really one of us? What exactly is us? All I've gotten are witches, and people given a second chance to make things different. I expelled a breath, wondering to myself how I got into this situation. Somehow death seems to always follow me. First from my family, then the next moment my husband was choking me out with his lover on the same night we got married. None of it was good, or even what I expected. But I can't really change the past. I have to work, do whatever to change my future. I have to live. Even if it meant going toe to