(Aki) I cannot sleep that is for sure, how could someone sane could ever take a sleep knowing that someone just cursed his life? I do not know how should I take his words in my mind, should I just ignore it or should I use it as my own talisman or something? Maybe if I already knew that something bloody would happen in my life, then maybe I could try to look for things or even ways to avoid it. Or, should I just stay still and accept everything? I turned to another side of the bed and hugged the pillow tight, while wondering about it, how could he know something like that? or is he just scaring me just to leave the pack? I let out a deep sigh and moved again on the other side of the bed, I was lying sideways and now I can see Nicholas sleeping soundly on his own bed. It must be great be