Riley I was very worried about letting Bella out into the world, but all of our children were growing up, and I had no other choice but to let go of them at some point. Caleb and I had already discussed what we would do if Bella really wanted to do this, and although we were both scared, we were sure we would have to give a little to get a little. The sooner Bella figured out that she didn’t fit into that world, the sooner she would come home and hopefully find her mate and settle down. Fine, so I was manipulating my daughter, but it was the only way. By giving her what she wanted, I could only hope that she no longer wanted it! Bella I was so excited! I couldn’t wait to get back online! My parents were finally supporting me and that should have been my first red flag, but I was too ex