Be With Me, Always

Chapter 10

Trenton

I feel light in my feet as the day passed on. Work is still the same just Becky is not here anymore. I know she is a delusional b***h, but she is really good on her work.

Shaking my head a little, Zainn face suddenly pop in my mind. A big grin spread in my face, and I can't wait to see him again. The words that he said to me yesterday, is something I can never forget as long as I live.

My wolf is jumping happily like a lunatic, and I can't help to do the same. Its just,..I'm so happy.. I can't explain it, the feeling is something I never felt before. You know, the feeling that knowing the one you love feel the same as you do....

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Before I knew it the day is already finished. And I am at the house eating dinner with the others. Zainn is sitting on my lap as I fed him.

"Hey baby, how's school?" I whisper softly as I kiss his cheeks.

"..um, its fine..." He said between chewing his chicken.

I grunt lowly, earning a giggle from him. The sound of it is like a music in my ears. Gulp.. And it seems that it stir something inside of me,..because I have some growing problem down there. Geez body, calm down a little please! I just hope Zainn didn't notice. I willed myself to calm down, but god the boy just continue squirming at my lap as he lick his fingers which is full of gravy. s**t! That is not good. Oh f**k, seeing those pretty pink lips around his delicate fingers make my little buddy harder than I can ever imagine. Damn it!

Chester and Deathon raise their brow at me, then suddenly burst out laughing..

Fucking bastards!

"What's funny?" Zainn ask, as he eyed the two. I'm still as a rock, I want to run away and hide from embarrassment. They knew! I know they knew! s**t, stupid werewolf and their superhuman nose!

"Its nothing little Zainny.." Deathon snicker. Then to my horror Zainn suddenly shift a little, and he become quiet. Oh f**k, I know he felt it. Because my hard on is directly behind his arse. I saw him blushed hard but didn't move away. The others eye him with amusement but don't comment. Then he continue eating like there is nothing wrong. But my body has mind of its own, as I press him much closer to me. He didn't protest again but he's flushed cheeks confirmed that he knows what I'm doing. The others go to their own conversation leaving me with my mate. I smirk michevously as I brought my hands toward his thigh near his crouch. He flinched a little but never say a word. And my f*****g wolf, gave a wolfish grin. Oh yeah! And God, I almost die when he take my hand and put it in his crouch as he pressed his hips towards me. I almost c*m when I felt his bulge behind his zipper. Oh gawd!! Just a little more....

"Trenton, if you want to molest the boy can you do it on your own room please. We are eating here if you can't see..." Kimmton suddenly state with a wicked smirk. Zainn suddenly gasp as he stand and bolt away. I glare at him as I flipped at him while I run towards my mate.

Shit! I just hope I do not scare him...

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Zainn

Oh God. Oh God. I almost let Trenton touch me there. What am I thinking anyway? I'm really stupid.. Gee, I'm not a slut for fucksake.. I can't believe I have done that.

What if Trenton don't like me anymore? What if he's disgusted by me? And before I knew it tears are already cascading from my cheeks.

"Hey baby, what's wrong. Why are you crying? Its because of me? s**t, Ziann..baby sorry.. I do not want to scare.. I just--"

"No! Its because I'm a slut! I'm a w***e and you're disgusted of me now right?! Sorry Trenton but please don't hate me..please.." I plead with small voice as I throw myself on his arms wailing like a baby.

"Huh? What..baby what are talking about??" He ask.

"..that's what Sean told me before..he said that I'm just a slut and you won't want me anymore.."

"That bastard!! No baby, you are not a slut or a w***e. You are far from that.. You are innocent, pure and beautiful and I love you more than anything. Your reaction is just normal, because as my mate you can feel the bond between us and your body is just reacting to me. And actually I am the one who should be sorry, because even though we are mates I can not force you to have s*x with me until your ready. So baby please can you forgive me?" Looking up at him my heart clenched tightly as I saw his face. His eyes is glistening with unshed tears and its full of pain. And I know I can't say no to him. Well, there is nothing to be angry about.

"I forgive you Trenton.." I softly said and I giggle when I feel his lips on my nose. My heart skip a beat when I saw the love on his eyes. God, he's so handsome.. "But s*x? What do you mean?"

He cough a little while his cheeks turn beet red. "Well, its you know..sexual intercouse.."

"Between us??" He gulp loudly and I become fascinated when I saw his adams apple bobbing up and down.

"..uhm, yeah babe.. But I know just not now.., but maybe in the near future--" I do not heard anything he said after that as mind swirl. I become dizzy and I knew I'm on the verge of fainting. I never knew that...

"Two guys can do that?? But how??" I croak. He eyed me skeptically but nod nonetheless. And just like that, my body thud in the hard floor as darkness consume me...

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