Be With Me, Always

Chapter 11

Trenton

"How can you become such an i***t?! Of course he don't know about that, for fucksake he's still a child!!" Kimmton yell as he glare daggers at me. And for once I agree with him. I'm really stupid, I know that. Of course, he is a boy. And he only knew the usual boy and girl relationship. And damn I feel bad about him, knowing that I rip him the normal life that he can have if not just for me. And our stupid traditions..

"Bro stop.. I know what you're thinking, its not your fault. So please stop thinking like that!" Chester said as eyed me sympathetically.

"But it is! Its my fault! Zainn can be normal and have the life that he wanted but no, the Goddess pick him as my mate and drag him in our life! Just for what? To be mine, what about him? What if he decided that its all bullshit in the future?" I angrily yell out loud.

"Like what you're feeling right now?" Nico suddenly ask.

"Yeah," I softly whisper.

"Why are you regretting that your mate is a human?" Kimmton suddenly ask his voice hoarse and I can see his eyes glistening.

I nod a little as I hung my head low. But a sudden gasp snap my head. Zainn is on the bottom of stairs looking at me with pained eyes. He is trembling and tears are pouring out from his eyes. Then he suddenly run away.

I run after him, the others calling his name. But he never stop.

Shit! What is wrong with me?? Why I keep screwing things??

I run in human form but he is fast as he zigzag from trees to trees. I can feel the others running behind us. He is getting faster when we arrive in a clearing, then I shift to my wolf ripping my clothes through pieces but I never stop. My wolf is howling as we continue chasing after him. Then he suddenly run across the highway, but a fast moving car pass and bump directly at him.

I froze at the spot as his body flung up in the air and drop to the ground like a broken doll. The car didn't even stop, it even run more faster. There is so much blood as it begin to pool around him. Then I'm suddenly running towards him naked, I don't know when I shift I just know that I need to see him and to make sure that he is okay.

Zainn is lying at his back his eyes are hazy as he stare at me. His body is in a weird angle and I know that he broke a lot of bones. There is a lot of fussing around us, but I didn't care. With a thud, I kneel in front of Zainn trembling from too much fear.

"...Tren..ton.." Zainn softly whisper as he begin to choke and blood begin to pour out of his mouth.

"Shh..baby..don't talk anymore..we are calling help..just hold on okay.." Chester said as he brush his hair with trembling eyes.

I take Ziann small hands with my trembling one's. I know I'm crying but I can't speak. I'm totally speechless, then to my surprise Ziann smile sadly at me.

"..I'm sorry Tren...ton..but..if I die.., you can..have...a....mate..ughh...that ..you..like...sorry...I...lo..ve...yo..u..." My world stop, when I heard him said that.., my wolf whimper and sob came out to me as I grip his hands tightly.

"No! You are not gonna die baby! Zainn please I'm sorry, don't leave me please!!" I cry but his hands become limp then I saw his eyes close. I scream and whimper as I hold his hands to my chest chanting his name like a mantra. The pack doctors suddenly arrive but I become a zombie as they lift Zainn's body to an ambulance.

I can not feel anything but hate and regret for myself. My world suddenly crash upon me and I can't do anything as I weep.

Hours have passed, I do not know who helped me to dress but I do not care. I just want to know what happened to Zainn as I wait for the doctors while they operate him.

Then someone came out, wearing a blue scrub. Then I remember that he is the doctor who treat Zainn before.

"Alpha Trenton.." He start while he eyed us with a blank face. "The operation is a success. Well, he is one lucky boy. He only got a couple of scrapes and a broken arm but not life threatening. But unfortunately his head is hit pretty bad resulting for him to have an internal bleeding. We have done all we can do to help him but I'm sorry to inform you that Zainn is in coma..."

Gasp filled the room, then my body suddenly froze. I start to hyperventilate and a hard time breathing. My vision become blurry as I heard frantic voices calling me. Helping me to calm down. But I can't. I just can't! I did this to him!

What the f**k have I done? After promising that I won't let anyone hurt him! Then I'm the one who will broke my own promise. I'm such a bastard!!

Sob rock my body, as tears pour on my face. It so painful. My heart is clenching hard and it hurts!! God!! Please help him, help my mate. My little Zainny. I can't live without him...

"Alpha Trenton!" A loud yell snap loudly. Then I saw Deathon with a worried face. "I know, its hard but please have a grip on your self bro! Leo told me that the North border were under attack by rogues. Me and Kimmton are going, you can stay here. And please snap out of it..." He said through gritted teeth. I just nod at him. My mind have a hard time comprehending what he said. But then it all came to me.

"Wait De! I'm going with you!" I hollered.

"If you're coming just to die. Then I advice you to go back because I'm not gonna watch Zainn cry for your pathetic ass once he wakes up!" Kimmton snap angrily.

"Who said I'm gonna die, I still want to say sorry to my baby. And I know that he won't forgive me if I leave you two to fend us all." I said menacingly. Then I walk outside. My inside is still dying from what happened to my mate. But for now, I need to make sure that those rogues won't touch a single hair of my baby while he is here. And once he wake up I need to ask for his forgiveness.

And I hope that the Goddess help my mate! They chose him for me, then they are the one's who can help me to get him back.

"Lets go and kill some rogues!"

Please Zainn baby, wake up!!

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