"Arry doesn t come back, he texts from the airport and says he needs time to cool off and will call me when he lands. I don t bother replying and he doesn t text again to see why I don t."
"Heartbroken that he went and did the one thing he never does; walked out and left me when we are fighting the worst kind of fight. It feels like a betrayal, that he s broken a promise and the way I am feeling, I want to hate him. Hating him for four days will be easier than missing him."
"I go to the kitchen and grab the ice cream from the freezer, eating so much I make myself throw up and then lay on bed feeling about a thousand times worse. I despise that he can make me feel this desolate, that when we argue he becomes the one obsessive thought in my head, and I cannot function beyond it."
Lov
