" I deserve that and more, Sophie. My life is nothing without you. You have no idea how many times a day I think about you, how much it eats me up every second that I made you leave me. How much I just want you back in my life, even if I only get to be friends. He s still sniffing back tears, making my heart ache harder and I am trying so hard to hold myself together. Guilt adding itself onto the list of crazy feelings and emotions piling up in my head. I am close to hysteria and about as near the cliff of insanity as one can get before leaping off."
" You didn t make me leave you. You chose someone else and then told me to go. There is an enormous difference. You can t undo that. I throw back, my voice equally ravaged with raw pain and tears, so it hurts my throat, losing all the
