ZAYA’S POV There were things in life that a person wouldn’t mind risking just so that they could have something. I knew I was in trouble even without looking towards the door. I knew he was going to kill me, seeing as I was where I shouldn’t have even thought about going in the first place. It raised a question in my heart about whether the knowledge I was seeking was even worth dying for. The men in my life sure showed me that they weren’t going to say anything, so maybe it was. Not only did my fingers graze the paper and got a feel of it, I picked it up before the door swung open. And while my heart dropped in the pit of my stomach, so did the file. I really need to work on dropping things. I dropped on my knees in that instant, feeling tears begin to pool my eyes. Last time he fo