KADE’S POV
I was torn between mating with Zaya for the rest of our lives to losing the one connection I had with my real mate. I knew the bond wouldn’t be the same and I knew also that losing Olivia’s bond would hurt me down to my soul.
I feared that she might also disappear from my dreams and I didn’t want that because – ever since the nightmares I spent years trying to live through –had come to a complete stop and I enjoyed our conversations most of the time as long as it didn’t involve Zaya.
The evil and dark part of me wanted to release her, to let her into the wild where she would turn like one of them while her father watched on the other side. I could already imagine the look on his face when he would see her, dead on the inside like he had made me. But to what end would that b
