KADE’S POV Too much was going on at the same time and it was all f**ked up. I had never made this big amount of f**k up before and now it was staring down at me. “You f**king c*nt! What the hell is wrong with you, man?” Jax screamed in my head and I feared he would, if he could separate himself from me. Good, because I’m disgusted with myself too. Sure, I loved Olivia. I still did and I always would, but finding out that I had another mate, in the person of Zaya too, was just, too much. But it was amazing. The feeling was surreal, a confirmation of all the things I felt for her that confused me before. I knew I wanted her. I knew I felt something for her but how the f**k did she end up being my second chance at being happy without my realizing it from the beginning? Was this what Ol