Today is the day that my mom is forcing me to go and see a therapist. I've told her many times that it isn't necessary, in fact I begged her to not send me. I honestly don't want to go sit in a strangers office and tell them all about my life. Not to mention how expensive it will be. My mom is already struggling she doesn't need this extra financial pressure. I told her this and she was all like 'fine, if you don't need therapy sleep in your own room, or go outside alone.' She got me there. I can't even open my rooms door, I'm scared sh!tless. In my head when I open that door he is standing there waiting for me. Maybe therapy isn't such a bad idea, if this continues he might just drive me insane. Everyone already thinks I am. People have been calling my mom - they are fishing for informati
