Sebastian I could feel my heart throbbing in my chest as I staggered through the entrance of the hotel. I pressed the elevator button, breathing a sigh of relief as the door opened with no one inside. My fingers shook as I pressed the number of my floor and moved back to lean on the wall. As the elevator began to roll, the urge to throw up became more intense, I unbuttoned my shirt, like it was the reason I couldn’t breathe properly. The door soon opened and I made my way across the hallway on my floor. There were a couple of familiar faces I bumped into, each expecting me to exchange pleasantries. Given my current state, I knew it was a bad idea, but ignoring them would be worse. So I pretended to be on a call and simply waved while flashing the brightest smile as I continued to my