Warning: The chapter contains the use of strong language, s*x theme, and b**m theme, readers discretion is advised. Sebastian…. Miserable, that’s how I had been feeling for the past few days- if that was even enough to describe it. Losing Catherine… well, she wasn’t dead or anything, but not being with her made me realize how codependent I was, with her. When I asked Catherine a certain time why she was always at my beck and call, making sure no one was trying to hurt me. She explained the whole mate bond thing to me. She just couldn’t ignore me or stay away even if she wanted to. Because just the idea of losing me will crush her beyond repair. Turns out that wasn’t enough to make her stay, but was more than enough to make me lose my damn mind. Since she left, I find myself drin