Rebecca. After Sebastian left my office, I was even more confused about what I needed to do. Of course, I knew Sebastian was as cocky as hell, but also he had made salient points on my situation with Rowland. The questions he had asked me were valid and it was hard brushing them off. After I got divorced from Rowland, I was completely broken. I had loved him and was silently hoping that he would come to look for me and tell me that the betrayal wasn't real and that it was all a prank. But nothing of such happened. Although Rowland has explained to me why he did what he did, it still doesn't take away the pain and betrayal I felt. I would never have believed in a million years that he would hurt me the way he did. I won't claim ignorance of the fact that our marriage may not ha