.Lucio. “I don’t really want to let you go at all.” She whispers into my chest. I hold her in my arms and press my nose in her hair, the delicious shampoo I washed out not long ago. “I know,” I answer her. “But we have to.” She sighs and lets go of me. I take her face in both hands and kiss her perfectly soft, full lips one more time before we both return to reality. “I’ll talk to you later,” I promise her. She opens her eyes and I see the emotion that I feel. Sadness. She nods and I let go of her. The few steps to my car feel heavier and heavier and when I sit in the car and look back again my heart feels heavy when I see her standing in the doorway. I wave, she waves back and I drive away. Quickly I drive home to shower, put on something else, and then go to my family. On the wa