TRAPPED IN YOU (English)

Chapter 4

(Joy)

We continued to dance. My hands that were on his shoulders went to encircle his neck. My fingers played with his hair. Our bodies were pressed against each other. His hands went to my back, his palms sensually touching my bare skin. My breasts rubbed against his hard chest. I can feel him growing hard against my belly. My n*****s hardened in response. I have never felt this kind of s****l tension my whole life. It was scary but electrifying.

            Lust flashed in James’ eyes. I drew my tongue out and licked my dry lips. His eyes caught what I did and his palm pressed harder on my back, pulling me even closer to him. His other hand went to my nape. His fingers tangled in my hair, slightly moving it away from my neck. Then he tipped my head back, exposing my throat. I closed my eyes when he leaned down and his lips went to my sensitive skin.

            He pulled me closer as he kisses and sucked at my neck. His hand that was in my back a while ago snaked up to cup my breast. The thumb that was inside his mouth moments ago is now playing with my n****e. My hold on his neck tightened as I moaned louder.   

            There were so many people around us. But at that moment I didn’t care even if someone sees us or not. Is it because of the alcohol I drank that I am allowing him to do this to me while we are surrounded by people?

            I lost interest in answering my own questions when his lips went lower and now at the swell of my breast while his hand is still busy playing with the other. Then he put his mouth at my n****e. My fingers grabbed his hair tighter. My hips began to move in a sensual rhythm. “James,” I moaned.

            I felt his smile, and then he licked my n****e before he straightened. I opened my eyes and our gazes met. “So you know my name,” he teased. His hand that was in my hair before now glided down my back, then lower until it was touching and playing with one of my thighs.

            I gasped. “Of course I knew.”

            “Hmm. That’s good then.”

            The song ended and was replaced by another. It was faster and sensual. We didn’t attempt to get out of the dance floor. We didn’t stop the slow movement of our bodies that are following a different tempo from the song blasting inside the club. His other hand went to my other thigh, slowly touching me there before it slid to my ass. I can feel him, now rock hard against me. He squeezed my bottom and pressed me against his erection. He did that while he stares at my eyes with an unwavering intensity.

            And I was lost. I got drowned in his eyes and in his hot touches. I got drowned by the mixed emotions and sensations that I only felt with James.  I got drowned by my desire for him that I cannot resist.

            The moment I saw that his gaze changed I knew he saw my reaction to him. His eyes suddenly turned into slits and his expression was filled with determination and lust. His hand that was playing in the skin of my thigh went inside my gown. He cupped my s*x, the heel of his hand pressed against my aroused and sensitive clit.

            I leaned on his body and I buried my face in his chest. “Oh, James,” I moaned. My knees buckled when his hand grabbed my ass tighter. Then I felt his fingers sliding inside my thong. I gasped when he began to tease my folds. Then he glides his fingers up to caress my sensitive bud. The tempo of the music got faster and so were his fingers between my legs. I moaned and I began to catch my breath as my fingers grabbed his hair in a tight grip.

            On instinct, I rocked my hips against his fingers, wanting something more. More. More. I don’t know what I am asking for until he slipped a finger inside me and moved it in and out, fast and hard, in time with the music. “Oh James…”

            I felt like I’m at the top of a cliff, getting nearer and nearer to the edge, second away from falling. I felt as if my skin is not mine. That’s I’m about to jump out of it at any moment. I’ve been like this for weeks, since the first time I saw James. Pleasure is building between my legs and my n*****s are so hard I’ve been rubbing them against him to ease the pressure.

            I felt his lips in my ear. Then he whispered, “I want you to let go.”

            I shattered. I bit my lower lip to avoid screaming. All the pulse points in my body are quivering while his fingers are still slowly petting my s*x. It took a long time before the beating of my heart went back to normal. I also began to notice our surroundings again. I realized that the fast music is about to end. James withdrew his hand from between my legs and his other hand that was on my ass is now on my back again. He was still rock hard.

            I opened my eyes and looked up at him. He was staring at my face, his lips tightly pressed together as if he was in pain. But after a few seconds, he smiled. “Did you enjoy yourself?” he asked in a hoarse voice.

            My face heated up but I cannot deny the truth. So I nodded. He smiled and his hand caressed my back. “That’s good.”

            “H-how about you?”

            The song playing in the club ended. He let go of me and stepped back until there is enough space between our bodies. He lifted the hand that he used to make me climax. Through the strobe lights, I saw that his fingers are wet with my juices. My face grew even hotter.

James smiled. “This is enough for me. For now.” And then he licked his fingers without taking his eyes off mine.

            I just stared at him in amazement. When he was done with what he was doing he leaned closer until our faces are on the same level. I thought he will kiss me. Instead, he said, “This is just the beginning, Joy.”

            “What do you mean?”

            He touched my lower lip with his fingers. I can smell something in there, something of mine. My stomach fluttered when I remembered that those fingers were inside me just a while ago. And most of all I remembered that he… tasted me.

            His smile became seductive. “You’re interesting. I like the way you look at me. So innocent yet so hungry. Playing with you will be really pleasurable.”

            “Playing?”

            “Yes. Let’s play a game, Joy. Don’t worry. I can see in your eyes that you will love everything we will do.” Then he leaned closer and kissed my cheek. “Goodnight.” He straightened, turned around and got out of the dance floor without looking back.

            I can no longer see him when I realized something.

            He knew my name.