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Shay's Point of View I wake up slowly and see it's still dark in the room. I try to find something on the nightstand that can give me the time buth there's nothing. I turn and reach out for Zane but he's not there. The bed is cold, meaning he's been gone a while now. At once I'm wide awake and I sit up looking around the room, trying to hear if maybe he is in the bathroom, but everything is quiet. And I realize he's nowhere in the room. A sense of deja vu washes over me and I try to swallow but I feel my throat starting to constrict. Suddenly I'm back here 5 years ago. Waking up alone in bed and my heart starts to beat erratically. I try to take a deep breath but I feel like I'm suffocating in the memory and I'm not sure how to get out of it. The door to the room bursts open and I se