Love is War or War With Love

"Chapter 9" They way of love and war

Go Erlik bring my life to me, so I can take your life, Amaya said to herself, people are not cruel, when some brutal or monstrous people came into their lives then they made them cruel and unbreakable, if you aim for something, so no matter how would it take to be hard but the world will compel you to earn your goal, because when you aim something desperately then the whole world provoke you to gain your dream or sometimes your revenge, my story prevails as revenge the revenge of my life, the revenge of my love ones, they are dead and no one remembers anything like nothing has done to someone in some existence of time. They all forget and happy, but I'm here to remind them, I'm here......,

Erlik you are my plan, I want you in my plan and when I will realize that your work is done, then I will kill you because your brother should know how it feels, when you kill someone's younger once, whom you love like your baby.

Erlik pov

I can't believe, I got a psycho one, look Erlik what were you thinking and what she did, I think what she does last day is enough, but she will never let me live peacefully afterward I got this deal or not, this is really difficult to bring all these pages but I got most of them, but where are others, when I turned around I see them floating in the pool water, Oh, God what is left now, they are soaked in water, and ink was also smudged, look girl what did you done, I jumped into the water and bring them back with my delicate hands, they are going to rip off if I don't do this delicately, I got it, the day was sunny so I lay them on the grass into the sunshine, please let dry, if you don't then that witch will refuse to work with me, please, I said to these pages.

She throw hundred of pages, and said that these pages are her life, so could someone throw their life like that, the answer was simple she doesn't think that her life is important, and she can hurl her life without any hesitation means she can die whenever she wants and she doesn't love her life, this is sad Amaya but look I catch your life, and I will not let you die, or let you had anything bad, you are a nice person, and I promise I will bring you back from this darkness.

On the one side, Erlik was endeavoring to fetch her rear from the darkness, but he was oblivious of the surge of hurt and desperations which Amaya had planned for him, there were only two ways, first the way of war, or the way of heart, these two ways and opinions have conflict, but there is worth to see who will win, the war or the hidden love?

When Erlik got all the papers he returned to Amaya, she was still standing on the terrace, Erlik runs to give her these papers, but when he gains to the terrace he see Amaya standing or the end of the wall of the terrace she was about to jump she was crying and then she followed her arms in the air, but then Erlik throw the pages away and run, he clutched her body before she can jump.

"Amayaaaaa, are you......," He was speechless Amaya had closed her eyes he hugged her and they both sit on the floor.

When he hold her her body was trembling and Erlik heartbeat was coming out of his chest. They c***k their touch and stand up from the floor.

"What were you doing? Don't you know that there are some people who just care about you, you have some mean for your living you are insane," Erlik growled.

"This is my life, and whatever, I do this is my responsibility, not yours, and who said you to help me, should I?" Amaya said Erlik move abruptly and clutches her arms tightly, Amaya was not able to move.

"You know what? I don't want this deal, I don't want to work with you, because you are a selfish person and......," Erlik stops.

"Yes, I'm selfish, and what?" Amaya wants him to continue.

"And I can't see you dying, and can't see you in pain if there is only one way for you, then please find someone other, you can torture me do anything you want with me but stop doing this with yourself, I'm going but let me tell you one thing, people think that there is no one who cares, but the truth is no matter someone will be there who cares and who will get hurt," Erlik said and push her slightly away from him, Amaya was stunned, by listening everything from him. She never thinks that these two brothers are just different. The honesty and purity of Erlik are yanking her back, from her intent. Erlik looks at her with remorse gape and leaves her place.

Amaya was assuming herself guilty, she doesn't want to think about his goodwill, she just wants her revenge, the revenge which she was hoping for years. She can't let it go like this. And then she brushes off her tears and thinks about the scene the sorrow, screams of her love ones, and then she gets up, and again sticks to her aim. She is weak but only when she thinks about her love, but in another way she has decided to take her revenge at any setback.

" No, Erlik you can't go like this, I brought you here, near to me, you can't go without me, I know you need me as I need you," she silently leaves the terrace and now she only she knows what she was up to.

Erklik pov

What she think of herself, I don't want her, I don't want her reflection in my life, she think that I can't do anything, and whatever she say whatever she want I suppose to do this, how could she? I was driving insanely, I can't believe that she is such a madwoman, but then I stop, I stop for her if she can do this like Erwin said that she does these things often, and if something happen to her, then I will be her culprit, I'm the one who leaves her, don't forget that you can't help everyone, but you can help at least one of them who needs help. But she let me run away from her, no matter how close I move to her but she pull me away, and when I move away from her she push me close, what is this Amaya what are you making me Amaya? I take my phone out of my pocket and call Erwin, he picks my call instantly.

"Hey, you leave in rush, is everything is okay? " Erwin asked me.

"Nothing I just want you to take care of her, she is just a psychopath," I said and he said that I should not worry. He will take care of her, I said thank you to him and hang up the call.

Now, I know everything is okay, so I drive my car home, I will think about it whether I should work with her or not? She is creating complications between us and it should bring to an end, why I'm so caring about her? Erlik you are on the wrong path, but I want to be on this path.

Amaya pov

I was standing in front of Erwin when call him. Yes, I succeeded in my plan, now he had fallen in love with me, I just want him to care about me more than himself, now nothing can make you stay away from me.

"Please Amaya stop these things," Erwin grumbles.

"What am I doing Erwin?" I said and followed my eyebrows up. Like I don't know anything.

"Why you were about to jump from the terrace?" He said.

"Cause, I want him save me," I said and grab a glass of wine.

"Why do you want him to save you?"

"I'm doing this from our first met, I want him to save me, you think that I can allow him to touch me, never I can fire myself, I want him to care about me, I want his sympathy, I want him to fall in love with me."

"But why?" Erwin was completely confused.

" I want him to love me more than his brother, I want to grab Erlik away from Elijah, I want to bring the jealousy the fire of desire in both of them."

" But how will you do this?" Erwin said and I smiled.

"Was you aware of my plan before?" I asked and he move his head in no.

"Then you just have to wait and watch, nothing can more but a beautiful face and a crave of lust."

"What do you mean by lust? Are you going to sleep with them? Are you crazy, no I can't let you do this never, never ever think about this," Erwin started to argue, he doesn't like my idea but it was not that how it looks like?

"Hey Erwin stop saying this rubbish, I mentioned the crave of lust, and the crave of lust is a peak of everything, it should bring up by jealousy, but a difficult thing to gain, it can only be earned," I said, and gulped the last sip of my wine.

" Okay do anything, but not this sleeping thing with any of them," he said I smiled and nodded my head in yes.

"Never ever, they are trash to me," I said to him and he leave.

Amaya will never come for you, you need Amaya and you will come back, but I need some drama for you, to pull you near me more and more.

Amaya, pick the knife and take it with her.

You know Erlik what I want? I want you right now, and I will make it.

Amaya was talking to herself by holding a ripping knife in her hand, but in another hand, she was holding her phone, showing Erlik contact she was about to call him, but why does she want to call him?

Let's meet Erlik.

Erlik pov

I was lying on my bed and the only thing I want is just to run away from her thoughts, I don't want to imagine her again in my life, never ever going to see her again.

Master Erlik, everyone is accepting you on the dining table, for dinner, you should come now, I heard Martha's voice, but I was not in the mood to eat anything.

Martha, I don't want to eat anything, I replied from my room.

Okay, Master Erlik, but Master Elijah is so happy because he didn't see you for two days, she said she always behave like our mom, and it's for sure she is, she look after her since our mother had died. I can't say her no for the second time. I open my room door and walk out.

Okay, Ma'am Martha after you, she give me the same gentle and honest smile, and I started to walk after her.

"What is wrong with you my son?" She asked, I know she knows everything, but this time I want to hide that mysterious woman from her.

"No, no nothing," I said and jogged her lips and give me a knowing smile.

"Is this is a problem of love?" She said and my lips widened in a smile. Suddenly Amaya's face started to roam in front of my eyes, and for a second I was bolted by my thoughts.

" Do you know what this smile means?" I brush off my thoughts and listen to the old lady. I clench my face to know about it.

"This means you are in love my son," she said and I said

"what? this is a joke. I can't fall in love with that psychopath," I said and she chuckled with both chuckles on my words.

"So who is your psychopath?" She asked.

" No, no she is not mine, she is..... she is just a myth, a mysterious myth, that no one can know, she is beautiful like a cold breeze, for one second you can see her, but for next second she flew away from there, she is pure like water and cold like a winter breeze, and delicate like hope," I was saying that and Martha was stating at me.

"Who is she?" I want to meet her, Martha said.

"No,...... No no no, this is an impossible thing, no one can meet her, she doesn't like meeting people," I said to her.

"You know how people turn like that," I followed my eyebrows up and ask her.

"When they are alone, and living for just one reason, when the person endures such pains and miseries then they become a mystery, but they are strong like Rock but can fly anywhere like wind, these people need just love and care for them, and someone who can snatch them from darkness, and give them light like the first rise of the sun, my dear," she said and I feel extremely guilty in my own.

" So what should I do now?" I ask her.

"Just go for her, and I have believe in you that my this son has the heart of an angel," she pats my shoulder and makes me believe in myself.

We all come together for the dinner, this time is going to be precious, today brother is here, and Ana is so happy to see him, my little monster sees me and runs for me.

"Hey, Erlik I miss you so much," he said with his cutest little face, he made my day every time when I see him, he is smiling.

" I miss you too my son, so what did you do today, did you complete my mission, did you bother your mother a lot," and she nodded his cute little chubby head.

" Then give me the high five," he jumped and give me a five with his chubby hands, his hands are the fattest thing I have ever seen. He gives me uncountable kisses and sits in my lap to eat his food. I always make him eat with my hands because he is my baby. After he came into this house things get better, not only better but beautiful. I love him so much.

"My two chaps are looking so happy with each other," brother said and we smiled in syn.

"It's nice to see you here, but how did this miracle happen?" I ask brother, and he looked at Ana.

"Because of my wife, look how pretty she is, how can I miss this evening," he said and grabbed Ana's hand.

"Erlik you are so right, this is a miracle," she said and we all laughed. But then suddenly I think about her, what she will be doing? Erwin said that he will take care of her, but she is uncontrollable, how can he will make it?

I was thinking about her when I got Amaya's call. I think nothing and go for her call. I make my baby sit with her mother and leave the room.

"Erlik where are you going?" Brother said.

"I have to take this call everyone continue", I said and leave. I abruptly put my phone with my ear and after what I heard that crushed my heart. Amaya was sobbing, she was sobbing silently, she was not able to talk.

"I...... I," she was trying to say something but she can't she was crying badly.

"What? Amaya, what is it? You have done something to you just wait, I'm coming don't do anything for God's sake,".

I run my car hastily when I entered her house, the House was vacant, no one was there, I run to her room the door was open, and when I look for her I found her sitting on the floor. And when I move closer I heard her crying.

"Amaya," I clutch her arms and make her stand.

"What did you do?" I ask her, she was not in her senses I hugged her make her close to my chest.

I was holding her in my arms, my eyes were filled with tears, I caresses her back to make her calm. When I turn my gaze to the floor, my eyes get widened, blood was spread all over the floor.

when I see her wrist the blood was dripping abruptly from her wrist, my heart shivered for the first time by seeing someone like that.

"Amayaaaaa, youuu," I growled at her, and I see her smiling. I pick her up in my arms and rush to the hospital.

after some time the doctor came out of the room.

"Doctor, please tell me, how is she?"

"she is fine now, but if you did a little bit more delay then she might be die, she has lost a lot of blood, and she is so weak, is she is eating something or not, look Mr. Erlik she needs help, she is not okay," the doctor said and my world was vanishing underneath my feet.

"Can.... can I see her?" I said to him.

"yes, you can, but don't let her take any stress and don't let her alone", the doctor said and I move to the room. she was holding her injured wrist her eyes were filled with tears and she try to sneak her gaze from me.

"Why? Why did you do this Amaya?" I ask her and she brush off her tears with her tiny little hand.

"I'm sorry.... I'm sorry I called you, I was mistaken," she started to give explanations I place my finger on her lips.

" What did you think of yourself? why did you do this?" I ask her. After some pause, she gasped and speak.

"When you leave, I thought that I will be alone once again and ..... and then I...,". she said and sob. The tears from her innocent eyes were tearing my heart.

" Who said that you are alone? And who said that I left you?" I ask her and she turns her shiny eyes over me.