Avery's POV:
Pace is really helping to distract me from my feelings. Feelings that I'm certainly not ready to unpack. I knew if I was alone I would just be crying, but maybe that is what I need. I'm beginning to feel bad about running away from everything and I can't help but feel guilty about not letting Declan know where I am. The last thing I want is for him to worry about me. It makes me think about how badly I wish that I was stronger and could just allow myself to face him. Just knowing if I saw him it would hurt like hell. My heart would break into a million pieces when he admits to what he did. When I think of him I can only picture the two girls kissing him over and over again on a viscous loop in my head. Making me queasy every time.
My mind wanders to what happened when I left
