Mated to a Phoenix

I Know Who it was

(Yamilet)

Ever since that rogue attacked me, it has been echoing through my head what he said. When I stabbed him with the silver knife to get answers from him, I never expected him to say the name he said. Knowing that it was one of our own who paid a rogue to kill me was truly shocking. And now Dyland has ruined me wanting pizza. I was not going to say what I said, but he got the best of me just now.

"Are you okay, Yamilet? You're a bit quiet", Jasper says.

"I'm fine. How about we get something else to eat?" I asked.

"Anything you want" he says. I walked to the Italian sausage cart and ordered three with two sodas and paid. I waited for the food, and when I got it I went to the table where Jasper said he would wait for me, but I noticed he wasn't alone. No, in fact, he was with Brenda, one of our pack warriors and the one who paid the rogue to kill me. As I got closer, I saw her place her hand on Jasper's forearm and run her hand up slowly, but Jasper moved his arm. But for some reason, I felt angry and hurt. Brenda looked at me as soon as I placed the food on the table. I could see different emotions in her eyes. One was shock, the second anger, and third determination.

"Oh, I didn't know you had brought your little human" Brenda said as she looked down at my food before grabbing my Italian sausage and taking a bite.

"Brenda, that is not yours. That's Yamilet's" Jasper says.

"Oh, I thought it was for me" she fake pouted.

"It's okay, Jasper. I have lost my appetite anyway" I said, before walking away from them.

"Yamilet, wait" Jasper called, but I continued to walk away. My anger was getting worse, and I felt like my blood was boiling from the inside. I felt like I needed to get out of here, so I continued to walk out of the carnival and deeper into the woods. I know this is not safe, especially after what happened to me earlier, but I don't know. It's like the more anger I feel the more it seems right to go deeper into the woods. Goddess, how much I wish I could just punch Brenda in the face. Suddenly, the rogue's voice came to my head.

'Brenda hired me to kill you. She wants the King, and she will have him' his voice echoed loud and clear. I groaned as I felt my body getting hotter. Were Jasper and Brenda a thing before? Na, he would have told me.

Just then, I hear a snap and my whole body locks. I listen closely, and I hear another snap and I take off running. Images of my past come flashing back of my foster dad. Of me running through the woods half naked, in the rain and cold. Out of nowhere, a hand grabs my upper arm, but my brain doesn't register the sparks. I turn pushing the person away with everything I have, but the person doesn't let go. Then, I see it's Jasper. His eyes were full of concern. The image of me screaming at him and his brother when I met them for the first time comes to mind, and I scream as loud as I can. Registration is noticeable in Jasper's eyes, and he pulls me into a hug.

"Yamilet, you're burning up" Jasper says, pulling back.

"Jasper" I whimper, feeling the heat in my body slowly calming down as my brain and body registers the sparks.

"I got you my queen" he says, gently rubbing circles on my back. After a few minutes, my body was not as hot, but now I was feeling drained and my body ached.

"I don't feel so good" I admitted.

"Tell me what you're feeling?" he demands.

"My body aches and I feel exhausted" I admit.

"I'm so sorry love. I should have brought you another day instead of the same day you were attacked," Jasper says.

"No, you took my mind out of everything" I admitted. Without another word, Jasper picks me up bridal style and begins to walk. I leaned my head against his chest. I listened to his heart beat until I heard the door to his car open. I open my eyes just as he places me in the car.

"I'll get you home soon" he says before kissing my forehead. He jogs around and gets in the car. He revs the engine and begins to drive back to the pack. We enter the pack's grounds and a thought came to mind.

"Can you go to the waterfall?" I asked.

"Now?" Jasper questions, but I just nod my head.

"Okay" he says and drives to the waterfalls. When he parks, I get out of the car and take off my red hoodie. Once I'm near the waterfall, I take off my shoes, followed by my pants, spaghetti strap shirt, bra-.

"Yamilet, what are you doing?" Jasper asks. I looked back to see his eyes glowing.

"I need to cool my body down. Join me" I said as I took off my thong. I know nudity is nothing to werewolves or Lycans, so I also learned not to care. I turned around and looked at Jasper before getting in the water. I swam to the water fall when I heard a splash and I knew Jasper had jumped in. I take a deep breath and go underwater. I come back up and looked around, but Jasper was not around. I mean, I can't see much but the light of the moon is giving me a bit of light to see.

Just then, I was grabbed by the ankle and yanked down under water. I'm not afraid though. I knew it was Jasper by the sparks. He let go of me and I swim up. I heard chuckling and I turned to see his eyes glowing. I swim towards him and wrap my arms around his neck and he wraps his around my waist.

"How are you feeling now?" he asks.

"Much better" I said, pulling myself closer to him. He looks at my lips and I look at his before I kiss him. He groaned, pulling impossibly closer to him while I wrapped my legs around his waist. This is my first kiss and I swear fireworks exploded when our lips touched. I have seen plenty of people kiss around the pack, so I just mimic what he's doing. I pull back from the kiss, but I continue to kiss along his jaw and down his neck, grinding my lower half on his hard c**k, but Jasper pushes me off of him before he growls in frustration. My heart breaks at the rejection and I want nothing but to cry, but I hold myself back. Instead, I hold my head high and get out of the water and quickly get dressed.

"Yamilet, wait"Jasper says, getting out of the water.

"No, it's okay. I shouldn't have done that. Don't worry about getting me back to the castle. I'll walk" I said. My body was killing me. I felt like every single bone in my body hurt, but right now after being rejected, I couldn’t be close to Jasper.

"Okay, just make sure to get home" he said, and for a second I thought I detected sadness in his voice. Not wanting to answer, I just gave him a firm nod before putting on my shoes and began to walk back. I could feel his eyes on me the whole time and, to be honest, I was too tired and hurt to care. Jasper will never want someone like me. After all, I'm just a human, when he can have any she wolf or she Lycan he wants. Now that I think about it, I just had my first heartbreak, and it really sucks. I took my time getting back to the castle and during this time, I felt like someone was watching me. I didn't pay much attention to it. I figured it was one of the warriors Jasper probably sent. When I got back to my room, I took a shower before lying in my bed. My eyes were starting to get heavy, so, I closed them. When I was half asleep, I felt the bed beside me dip, but i was too tired to open my eyes. Not long after, I was completely consumed by darkness.

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