DIANE "insecure?" Abigail seemed surprised to hear that. I expected it. I look like someone who has it all figured out. I come out tough and all but since I got together with Lucien, I've been feeling insecure. It wasn't as if he was asking anything from me but it was just me having issues. I kept feeling I wasn't up to his standard and if it wasn't that I was his mate, he wouldn't glance at me. Most of the time I remove the thought of him being my mate from my head and wondered if I had a chance with someone like him. Everyone I fall more and more for him and it scares me. Would he get tired? I mean he said himself that you can reject your mate so what if he gets tired and doesn't want me anymore? "Lucien is big. He is this man that is well known and everyone looks up to and I'm jus