DIANE
it hurts. It hurts so much that I wanted my heart out of my chest. Why did all of this have to happen to me? I was gone for six weeks and it feels like a whole year with what I came back to.
Noah left me. He is with Ashley now. How come? What happened? Why did he have to move on so fast when we waited years to be together?
Tears streamed down my cheek profusely as I tried to comprehend the entire situation. It hurts so much that I couldn't take it.
Everything started to make sense. Noah would have come over to my place the minute he heard I was back but he didn't.
He had intentionally ignored my presence and had avoided me and I, on the other hand, was giving him the benefit of doubt. I feel so hurt that I cannot take it.
Why did everything have to happen so fast? I was gone
