DIANE
I'm tired.
I'm tired of everything. It feels as if my whole world is crumbling. Every time I walk in the hallway, I hear whispers. I hear people talk about how I disappeared and appeared and call me all sorts of names.
I try to act as if I'm not bothered but the truth is I am. Everything feels weird and it's hard for me now. I cry myself to sleep and I try to act strong every day but it's not working.
I am trying so hard to forget Noah but I just can't. I'm still hurt by everything that happened. Was this all meant to happen simply because I am someone's mate?
Each time I think of the fact that Lucien said that I was his mate, it makes me believe that he stopped liking me because of it.
Once I saw Noah and Ashley making out and as much as I tried not to be affected, I just coul
